Always on My Mind (A bilingual Novel)

5- kenapa suka aku?

Hannah
Ish2 tak patut

Harris
Sebab ni la
Aku suka kau,
Hannah.
Kau layan je
Lawak bodoh aku

Hannah
Bosan la serious je.
Lagipun aku kan
Senang terhibur.

Harris
Senang terhibur + bengap

Hannah
Yela aku bengap

Harris
Marah ke?

Hannah
Tak la..
Kau gurau je.
Tapi entah aku memang
Rasa diri aku bengap sekarang.
Confuse dengan diri sendiri

Harris
Confuse apa?

Hannah
Adala...

Harris
Adala pulak 😒
Jamal ada contact kau
Lepas yg jadi tadi?

Hannah
Ada...

Harris
Confuse pasal dia la ni

Hannah
Bukan.. I'm firm
With my decision.
We're over.

Harris
Dia nak apa?
Get back?

Hannah
Haah..
Tak faham aku.
Banyak lagi perempuan lain.
Asal, still cari aku?

Harris
Sebab kau lain Na..
Aku sebagai lelaki
Aku faham dia

Hannah
Cer explain

Harris
Attachment.
You made us attach with you.
Kau.. gaya kau..

Hannah
Aku tak buat apa2 pun

Harris
Memang kau tak perasan.
It's in your nature.
Your inert.
The way you speak,
Think and act.
Dia macam kau main tarik tali.
Ada benda kau dependent sangat.
And ada benda kau very mature,
you're the one who guide and lead.
Tapi not in a way mengarah,
More on discussion, togetherness.
Those things, check and balance
Which man loves.
Lelaki tak suka disuruh, marah2.

Hannah
Aku selalu je marah kau

Harris
That's being manja
Hannah sayang.
Bukan marah in a way
Menyuruh, mengutuk
Bringing my self esteem down.
You never do that.
Kau elevate my self esteem
Lagi ada la.

Hannah
Ooo alhamdulillah.

Harris
In other words,
You bring comfort
And ketenangan
Bukan serabut,
Apatah lagi menyampah.

Hannah
Glad you said that.
Tapi it's not from me.
Thanks to Allah and
Of course my parents
Yang taught me to be this way.
No credits for me.

Harris
SEE! NI LA HANNAH.
THIS IS ONE OF THE THINGS
THAT MADE ME FALL FOR YOU

Hannah
Janganla capslock

Harris
Sorry ayang.

Hannah
Takpe tertekan kan..
Btw Harris.. aku malu ni