chapter 21

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Minjeong's pov

It's been two months since I've been trying to talk with jimin but she avoids me at all costs, she even started to sleep in another room when I first come home with minji from hospital,

My parents got our mansion back so they left to live there and yoo family got the house back as well so they left too but mom comes over whenever I ask her to, but jimin has still not enter her own bedroom once in two months,

And today I have decided enough is enough she needs to talk to me, we live in the same house but I haven't even crossed path with her in this two whole months,

"Jimin, jimin" I shouted her name as soon as I reach her home office door which was locked from inside,

"I'm busy" I heard and that ticks me off, I started to bang on the door some more but again she yelled that she was busy and I should leave her alone,

"I'm giving you 10 seconds to open the fucking door jimin" I yelled at the door and that's when I heard the door opening sound,

But as soon as the door open I stood there dumbfounded, looking at her makes me want to slap myself,

Jimin was standing there with bloodshot eyes, a drink in hand she wasn't even able to stand properly, she held the door firmly and prevented herself from stumbling and falling face first,

"What the fuck do you want from me" she yelled but again stumble and was about to fall when I hug her to hold her upright,

"We need to talk but first let's get you cleaned first" I said but she try to push me away,

"No I don't want to talk get lost" she yelled and was looking down with a pout and for the first time I saw tears in her eyes,

"Jimin hey please let's talk please" i ask again but she again shook her head,

"Don't you want to see our daughter" I held her face and turn her look at me,

"You said I'm not anything but a dumbass looser and would only bring badluck to you so why bother knowing even if I die alone with no family, I mean you guys have never missed a chance to rub that on my face right" to be honest I feel like shit right now, I know she went through so much and that was all because of us, but I still managed to spew shit at her,

"How long are we going to fight over things jimin" I ask and for the first time in years jimin slap me in a very harsh manner,

"Ask yourself you bitch, ask yourself what did I do to deserve jail, ask yourself if I wasn't enough that you had to go around opening your legs to that fucker, ask yourself you fucking whore, I was trying my best to not get angry and wanted to forgive you but you always have to do something that makes me feel low, were you that happy with her that you even became a home wrecker, you know what you were to her right and you call me an bad person" her words ring through my ear and I couldn't control myself, I pushed her and slap her,

"I was in love with her and I didn't know she was married" by now we were yelling at each other,

"Then why the fuck you didn't tell me, you knew I would have let you go if you were happy with her but then again it's not fun until you push someone to the dying adge right, you like playing games with others feeling" jimin was Breathing heavily,

"I didn't tell you because I loved you and was confused about what I really wanted, I never wanted to hurt you, I knew if you found out you'll get hurt and thats what I never wanted to happen" I said with tears in my eyes but she scoff,

"But you did hurt me, not just that but you ruined my life, I was beaten everday and wasn't allowed to wear clothes and stay in the cell where everyone can see me naked with no clothes on, I wasn't allowed to eat until they tell me to, I know what I went through, how I managed to stay alive, did you went through that struggle, no, because you were all happy living with ryujin who fucked you like a whore, so don't defend yourself because you and my parents both pushed me way to much for me to become like this, you played a part in making me this way" by now I had no words, what she said was something I couldn't even imagine going through, I was shocked and ashamed of myself,

"Jimin can we please talk" I ask and held her hand, she yanked it away and again grabbed my hair and pulled me closer,

"I hate that you have control over me, I hate when I feel powerless against you, I hate when I want to destroy you but I can't because I still......" jimin yelled at me and pulled Me way to closer,

"You still what jimin" I ask softly and gently kissed her, she returned it,

"I have work to do" she said but I again kiss her and she just let me,

"You're going with me, our daughter's waiting for us, she wants to meet her daddy" I said and took a hold of her hand, but soon as I turn around she grabbed my hair and made me look up at her,

"I swear to our little daughter minjeong, if you do something stupid this time......." she didn't finish her words and let me pull her to our daughter's bedroom,

This time I'll do it right, I will make sure not to make the same mistakes again,

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