Entry 1 - Sunday, April 7th, 2024

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Hello.

Today I am quite mad about a certain someone I know. Lets call them Leslie. So today's entry will be about Leslie.

When I woke up I was actually having an okay day before Leslie decided to fuck it up. This is how my day went...

     7:00 - Woke up

     8:15 - Left the house for church

     8:30 - Went and talked to my friend

     8:45 - My day is ruined

Okay, so background information. I am very good friends with one of the workers at my church. Close enough that I feel like I can confide in them with some of the trouble I am having. They listen to me rant about books and is just one of the people I treasure most in my life. Well, I only see them once a week so I go in talk with them on Sunday mornings. They are the person in the nursery so when there are babies, I just talk to them through the half door. Most of the time there are no babies when we talk, since it is very early, and that is how it was today. Well, I was in there talking with them and this BITCH (Leslie) that has literally seen us talking for over 6 months with no problem with it, comes in there and says I am now allowed in here.

I mean really bitch, this is one of my friends and you think I will just stop talking to them. 

Well, me and my two other friends (who were my age and are also great friends with them) are just going to stay outside the door. But this fucking bitch makes us leave. This just makes me incredibly mad because we are not bothering them and if we were we would leave them alone. This has actually happened several times but I don't even care because they are my friend and I am not losing them. I mean, when it happened the first time, over 6 months ago now, we even asked them if they had asked THEM if they wanted us there. AND LESLIE DID NOT EVEN ASK THEM!!! We asked them if they wanted us here and they said yes!

So this fucker just asks us to leave them alone WHEN IF YOU ASK THEM, THEY WOULD SAY THEN WANT US HERE!!! This just makes me want to punch someone...

I also just think that Leslie honestly hates me.

She also fucked up my day even more, after literally tattle-talling on me to my dad! LESLIE IS A FUCKING FULL GROWN ADULT! Do you seriously HAVE to have beef with a fucking teen???

Then I got a talking to about not going back there anymore, to 'annoy' them.

But I think we both know that I will be going back there. I mean, he said that to me over six months ago now and I never stopped.

Oh, i'm also mad because Leslie told my dad about what happened last Wednesday.

Basically, last Wednesday, we were doing something in youth and we had finished (keep in mind we had like 30 seconds left), so I went to sit with my dad. Perfectly normal. Then Leslie tells me that all the youth are walking back to the youth building. I say okay, i'm staying with my dad. I mean, it was officially over by now and I would just have to walk back over anyway, so I did not care. That makes sense, right?

Well, after my three friends who did walk over came back them told me that Lesie had just yelled and said that I was terrible. In front of my friends, I acted that I really did not care about what ever shit Leslie had to say, but when I got home I waited for a few minutes so that I knew no-one was going to walk in on me, and I burst into tears. I know I may act that nothing really affects me when you say mean stuff. But what you don't know is that I am just bottling up all my emotions until I can either cry them out silently, or write them down, like on here.

Well this is all I have for today.

Bye!

P.S. What should I call you guys??? If this ends up getting  quite a few views I will let you guys decide.

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