𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠𝙪𝙥 𝙙𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙧? - sim jake x reader

14

a few hours later, y/n arrived at jakes place. she subconsciously fixed her hair and makeup, maybe because she wanted to look good for jake.

*ding dong*

the door opened, and there she saw jake with semi-wet hair and a very tight suited tank top.

'y/n you made it! you look absolutely beautiful' 

y/n could not speak. in fact she could not process what was going on at all. 

'sorry i just got out of the shower, hope you dont mind' jake smiled shyly.

'oh no worries haha!' y/n said nervously.

as she walked in, she made herself comfortable on his couch. his apartment was small but cozy, there was a collection of guitars, both acoustic and electric, in the living room. the stacks of unwashed cups and empty soda cans scattered along the kitchen counter. the window had a nice view of the city, she felt like this was home. 

'hey im going to actually get dressed yea? i'll be out in a bit' jake said as he walked to his room. she wondered what his room looked like, was it messy? did it have piles of clothes on the floor like yujins brother? or was it neat and tidy? the smell of cologne and beer spread across the apartment, however she didnt mind. 

out of curiosity, y/n grabbed one of the acoustic guitars jake carried. as she strummed, she couldnt help but remember the time yeonjun taught her how to play the guitar. she wasnt the best singer unlike jake and even yeonjun, though she found it enjoyable. she started playing 'soren' by beabadoobee, although a bit flawed she still sang along. 

yeonjun she thought. her mind wanders and guilt followed. she liked the boy she did, but why could she never make time with him? she liked him but why didnt she feel the same satisfaction she felt with jake? jake?  she felt joy and pain. 

Miss your hair
I like the way you stare
Into my eyes

she remembered the first time yeonjun met her for the first time. the way he stared at her was with love and admiration. 

Then she remembered the time jake comforted her as she was crying into his chest. she looked into his eyes and remember seeing how it looked like he shared her pain, then pulled her closer.

The way you touch me
Is like a curse that can't be broken
But it hurts

jake and y/n were always physical with each other, she didnt mind all the hand holding, arm holding, hugs..

but then she remembers all the kisses yeonjun would give her, and how he would subtly rub his thumbs against her hand as they held each other hands in the car.

this really was a curse... choosing between your best guy friend and your idol.

Before I'd die, you'd ought to know
It'd be in your arms tonight 

who's arms would I be in?  she thought.

little did she know, jake was behind her listening to her sing the whole time.

'you sound amazing, i didnt know you played guitar'

y/n jumped, she was embarrassed that she was being watched the whole time.

'i probably sounded horrible didnt i?' she laughed.

jake laughed along with her and grabbed the guitar, he then started to sing too.

y/n could listen to his voice forever. without thinking she laid her head against his shoulder as he continued singing. his eyes were so endearing, she could stare at them forever. his lips looked so soft and smooth. he was perfect.

as jake finished singing, he put his guitar next to him. he looked at the girl and she looked at him. they were so close, face to face, as if they were about to... kiss?

jake did want to kiss the girl. but now is not the time, not yet.

'do you want to go to that diner nearby my place? ' jake asked. it was almost 4.

'sure' she smiled.

'you know, youre really amazing right?'

y/n blushed and hid her face in his shoulder. he laughed at how cute she was.

that was when jake did something unexpected. he grabbed her hand and kissed it...