Jaan - e - Jaan

Chapter - 17

menakshi joined again...controlling her tears..

Uma-: beyta bhairavi , I request you..please take him out of his own darkness...now its hard to hear his heartbroken or maybe soul broken screams at night, his self harm, it breaks our heart to see him like this....please bring back our eshu....he is our strength but he needs someone to rely on too

Uma took bhairavi's hand...and with hope in her eyes she requested her by saying these words

menakshi -: he is very strong both mentally and physically but he is human too...at some point he reaches his emotional limit too...he will be broken too...he is our strength but no one is his strength...we dont feel scared of anyone just cause of him....but we are scared to lose him...cause of his own demons....and we trust you...that you will save him bhairavi...and one day our eshu will be happy for real again....

Even menakshi joined her hands requesting bhairavi....hoping she would understand eshanth...

bhairavi tried to keep a smile and said

bhairavi -: of course aunty I will do my best as his wife and will support him and save him

Guilt was taking over bhairavi as she said each and every word...but at the moment she didn't want to break their heart...

Priya-: dont worry maa and bua bhabhi is the best for eshu bhai....

Miya-: yess maa...eshu bhai is already head over heels for bhabhi..

Saying this the ladies teased bhairavi...bhairavi acted like she was blushing and shying but inside she felt like her heart will burn in fire of guilt...she felt guilt for hiding her past from eshanth and giving them hope that she js someone who would save eshanth from his demons but...she herself is fighting her own demons....her heart ached at the thought of hurting eshanth....he is already in pain...and she will add more to it...her eyes felt heavy....with tears...she quickly made a excuse

bhairavi -: I am really sorry I have to leave this early but arav bhai and I have some work at home...so I should go...we will continue our talk after my marriage tomorrow

They all agreed and bhairavi touched the feet of elderly ladies and hugged priya and miya before bidding good bye... As she left the room to goo....she couldn't controll her tears as they streamed down her cheeks...she quickly wiped them and went downstairs

But as she was about to pass by the end of the kitchen something or someone grabbed her left arm and pulled her inside the kitchen she was about to scream but it put his hand on her mouth to shut her up...in a second bhairavi crashed onto something hard....and as she opened her eyes to looke at who or what it was....

Her dark brown eyes met again with the pair of dark grey eyes...those beautiful pair of eyes were staring deep into her soul....it was none other the eshanth....his hands slowly snaked from her arm to her waist, pulling her closer to him...as he pulled away his hands from her mouth slowly...she was about to break the intense eye contact of their so he again pulled her closer with a jerk...making her crash harder on his rock hard chest...her eyes widden at this act of his...she quickly put her hand on his chest in hope there will be some gap between them...but her hope shattered

B H A R A V I

Oh god eshanth please dont pull me this close to you...it isn't helping my situation...its making me feel more guilty....I was still looking into his eyes...gosh his eyes...are fucking beautiful...I have never seen such beautiful eyes certainly not of a man...he is different..he wasn't breaking the eye contact...and damn he has a intense gaze...this contact is setting me on fire....his eyes were like pearl in the ocean...a rare pearl..