Loser Monologue - Draco Malfoy

~》Loser Monologue《~

《Loser Monologue》
>sign crushes motorists<

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I stare at your pictures for hours on end

Dreaming, fantasizing about holding you

Feeling my hands on your bare skin

Just being with you

But I know it'll never happen

But I can't stop myself from fantasizing

I think about you for hours until I realize how much time I've spent thinking of a scenario that'll never happen

You're so beautiful and funny

And anytime I see your picture or hear your name my stomach flips and I get butterflies

Every word you say sends goosebumps all over my body

I've tried for so long not to look at you

To not look at pictures of you

To cut off all contact with you

But I can't stop

I can't stop how I feel

I don't know if I'll ever stop feeling this way

At least not for a long time

I see you with him and it makes me sick to my stomach

And although that should put me off you, it doesn't

It only makes me want you more

If you knew how I felt, I wouldn't even be writing this shit

I wouldn't be so lonely

You'd understand how much you mean to me

You mean so much to me

I wish you'd look at me the way I look at you

I wish I could be with you

I just want to feel the warmth of your body next to mine

To see your smile

I want to play with your hair

See it shine under the sun as it hits you just right

I want to watch the sun sink behind the heavens with you

Talk, laugh, make out

Anything

I just want anything from you

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Hello! I just want to say some things before you start reading the story.

First off, the golden trio will be extremely off character, and thats a big part of Draco and Aster getting together, so yeah... You'll get some on character scenes though ;))

If you notice any grammar mistakes, misspelled words, punctuation errors, or anything of the sort feel free to point it out! I don't mind grammar police so long as it's polite. Just keep in mind if other people have pointed it out then I will probably fix it soon. Also, I absolutely love reading comments so please don't be a silent reader. (but do what you want I don't control you :)  ) I seriously hope you enjoy this story, and I can't wait to see how it turns out in the end! This isn't a lighthearted or quick story by any means. I hope to get to 100 chapters with all having at least 3k+ words. Anyways, happy reading!!

Started Writing: April 3rd, 2024, 11:11 pm
Finished Writing: To Be Announced