Recovering Lloyd angst

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Thank you, Robi5012 for the request!!

Lloyd couldn't help but stare at himself in the mirror. He was still so sickened by the whole possession thing with Morro. He forgave him though. Lloyd was still recovering though. He still felt a little bad for Morro since he believed that he was the green ninja. Lloyd was trying his hardest to not be upset about the situation. He didn't want to think about everything anymore. He wanted a little break from being the green ninja.

Lloyd could still feel all of Morro's hatred. It was awful. He was so angry and hungry for power. He felt terrible for Morro. He forgave Morro though. He couldn't ever hate Morro though. He just felt bad for everything that he had done to his friends. Lloyd was anxious about sleeping. He could barely sleep because of all the nightmares he had from the whole possession incident. He just couldn't sleep as well as he used to. Lloyd didn't want to speak about the incident since it hurt too much. He wanted to talk about it at the same time, but the memories were just too painful.

Lloyd was getting tired of being the green ninja. He was just so exhausted of being everyone's savior. He just wanted rest, but he was always so stressed and anxious. It was difficult for him to process everything that's happened. He really wanted to talk to someone about his thoughts, but he knew that nobody else would understand. It was all so complicated.

Kai was talking to Cole about the tournament. Cole didn't really miss anyone, besides Karlof and Griffin. Kai was still sad about Skylor. He still had a huge crush on her. Lloyd walked into the kitchen and smiled at the two. He felt a little off while glancing at Kai. He couldn't understand why though. Kai reminded him so much of Morro. Lloyd silently ate his snack while listening to the two talk. Lloyd felt so uneasy as Kai spoke. Lloyd lost his appetite and decided to go into the training room.

Lloyd sighed as he leaned against the wall. He couldn't help but bury his face into his hands as he started shaking. His anxiety was getting really bad. He just couldn't forget what Kai did on the island. He nearly betrayed everyone. He was tricked into holding the staff. He yelled at Lloyd and blamed him. He took out his anger and jealousy on him as well. He was just so upset and angry. He yelled about how he should've been the green ninja and a lot of other things. It was just too much for Lloyd.

Kai didn't act like he hated him though. Lloyd was still unsure since Kai acted like he never said what he did to Lloyd. Honestly, Lloyd loved Kai but couldn't tell if Kai felt the same. Lloyd was just tired of everything. He couldn't tell if Kai hated him or not. Honestly, he couldn't blame Kai though. Lloyd took the title that Kai wanted so badly. Lloyd felt so bad for everything. He couldn't understand why he felt so guilty about everything. Lloyd just really wanted a break from everything.

I finished it! I'm not dead, I swear. Hopefully this was good. This definitely isn't the best one I've written, but I hope you all enjoy!!

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