now you suck.. // giyuu angst (UPDATING SO DISCONTINUED TIL FURTHER NOTICE)

| NOW YOU SUCK. | ch.1

js wanted to disclaim that i am not the owner of the video above soo yh ^^^

' ' 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽'𝓼 𝓼𝓸 𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓬𝓲𝓪𝓵 𝓪𝓫𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓱𝓪𝓻𝓸𝓲? ' ' 

They always ask, which make's me think back to nee~san and sabito, the two most imporant people in my life, the two people that proteced me and died.

It fuel's me with guilt, what if sabito never died? 

He would've became the water pillar i'm sure of it.

Or what if nee~san never died either?

She could've had a happy future, a peacful future, with kid's and a husband perhap's.

But no, they about died, for ME, it's sickening in some way's but that's how life is i guess.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

The right side was my nee~san's kimono once, the left side was my best friend's hatten. (I THINK TAHT'S WHAT ITS CALLED IDK..? HELP ME)

...

' ' Kocho! Do you know where my haroi is? ' ' Giyuu

I asked in a panic, i didn't lose my haroi right? 

It was the most imporant thing in my entire life i couldn't have right?

' ' Jeez tomioka~san! You didn't need to sneak up on me like that. '  ' Shinobu

She didn't have that fake smile plastered over her face, it make's me worry, did something happen, did someone take my haroi, i gave my haroi to her so she could wash it for me.

God please, anyone.. 

The only thought's rushing in my head hoping my haroi wasn't ruined or someone took it.

' ' But shinazugawa has it ' ' Shinobu

The ONE person i was hoping didn't touch my haroi had it, why was this happening to me?

I thought that as my eye's widened just at the thought of what he could've done to it..

He could've burned it, ripped it, hid it, ok well hiding it wouldn't be so bad but..

...

I looked up seeing shinazugawa, my pupil's dilating, he wouldn't right.

I ran quickly to where shinazugawa was, he had my haroi holding it over a pit of fire, please god, please don't let him do this.

' ' Awh look at that poor reaction of your's ' ' Shinazugawa

' ' Your overreacting over a DUMB USELESS haroi tomioka. ' ' Shinazugawa

Dumb, useless, your kidding right, dumb. useless?

' ' D-don't please.. ' ' Giyuu

Those were the only word's that could slip thru my mouth whilst thousand's of other word's were swarming my head in that moment, just those few came out my mouth..

' ' Tomioka it's just a dumb half half haroi, stop with the face's we could just buy you a new one. ' ' ' Shinazugawa

It felt like tear's would just come flowing out my eye's any second now, begging in my head for him not to throw my haroi in the fire.

I watched as shinazugawa rolled his eye's as he looked down at the pit of fire while he held my haroi in one of his hand's.

' ' Shinazgawa... Don't you dare.. ' ' Giyuu

Please.. please.. please.. don't.

' ' Oh no i accidently let go of your haroi because the flames were starting to burn my skin! ' ' Shinazugawa

Your kidding right?

This is a dream right..

Wake me up now please, just wake me up, this isn't funny, it isn't funny at all!

A thousand thought's swarming my head.

NOW YOU SUCK. 

Tear's streaming down my face, i couldn't control them anymore, it just happened, why?

Why, that was the only question i had, or, what did i ever do to him, is this hell's punishment for not dying, nee~san and sabito dying instead?

.
..
...

CH.1 DONE UHM ILL DO CH.2 NEXT IGG

SOO YEAH IDK IF THIS IS GOOD..

611 word's, i'm gonna try to make the next chapter or chapter 3 ATLEAST 1000 word's tbh