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Miracles in December

His selfish self, who only thought of himself
He was a hard-hearted soul who did not even know about the feelings of his little Yibo
He can't believe how much he has changed
Yibo's love and adoration for him still moves him as he moved
His heart started beating like crazy
He didn't know he was attached to it, he became obsessed with it
Without even knowing it
When he thinks about him it is the whole world to him
He looked at the snowy sky
'Every snow that falls is a tear from the sky for you
But I can't do this simple thing. I can't bring you back to me. I wish I could
I didn't have that miserable strength.
He said as his eyes filled with more tears and he knelt down

'I made music and brought two rings for us
I brought you a dog that you like, and I brought you the care products that you love, and I brought flowers that you love
I brought everything that made you smile
But where are you, smiley one?

'If I had time, I would go back to the past
And I opened the book of memories to open your page.. and here I am there.. there with you.
He said while holding his picture in his hands to continue
'I am the small, weak person because your love changed the whole world
Your love changed my entire being
I was the one who didn't know how to be thankful for your love
I was the one who thought it was okay if it was over
I am sending this to you, you who wished to change me
I changed every day
I believe my love will continue to be eternal'
He said while scanning his image with his finger

'If I had another chance, if you would give me another chance, I promise I would treat you with love
I will make you feel like a miracle
I will do anything to see your smile and your laugh
Look at you, even if I'm going to kill myself, it's okay for me
I desire you, who could not desire me comfortably
I would like to embrace you, who I could not embrace
I want to protect you even from myself '

'What happened that winter I can't forget'
He said while remembering
On that particularly cold day
December 2022
He came home after hard work and knocked on the door twice
He was not surprised
Where is that bright smile?
Who was always waiting for him on New Year's Eve
He took out an overture and entered the house, only to be hit by a strong cold wave
The house is dark and a cake is on the table with a video recorder
He felt his feet shaking

He ran into the huge house screaming
'Yibo yibo dear, where are you? yibo, lm back from work
To celebrate with you where you are you Yibo'
He said and received nothing but silence
He arrived at the table and found a signed divorce paper along with a videotape
The angel in front of him had wheat skin
Brown eyes and beautiful brown hair
Palm smiles as he looks at the camera
'Hello Zhan Ge, I wish you a happy New Year's Eve. Without me, you won't need to feel disturbed.'
From my words or my presence around you, I will no longer be in your life
I won't come back....you won't care, I know
And you may not even finish the video because you will think that I talk too much. I just wanted to tell you that I love you
I didn't know you were forced to marry me
If I knew, I would have kept my love for you a secret and looked at you from afar without making you hate me, but that's okay
I will leave your life forever, I love you, goodbye '
End of video
He did not feel the tears falling unconsciously
Shouldn't he be happy that he got saved?
from him
Shouldn't he attend a party because he got rid of annoying people?
So when his heart is trembling, why does he cry?
He knows the answer to this question, it happened to him
Not accustomed to it
He fell in love with him, made him love him, and ran away
But he did not blame him for running away from him
Palm smile
'Sorry, come back to me, I'm sorry'
He said while hugging the video and crying like a little baby
He lost his piece of candy