Learning To Love You -Hyunlix-

Memory

--Felix pov--

Everything was going so smoothly lately, a little too smooth. A perfect boyfriend, perfect friends, perfect life, everything was so much better than it was 6 months ago. Hyunjin changed my life, for the better.

I was in love, I couldn't deny it. but I was skeptical too, about everything. do I love hyunjin or do I not? is everything going to get better or worse? That was me an hour ago. My answer is much clearer now. Worse, It was getting worse.

Where do I even begin?

Basically, I was at jackson's party yesterday with hyunjin and the rest of our friends. it was so much fun. We were playing truth or dare (the best game) and of course, whenever it was my turn, it meant its also hyunjin's. I got the usual 7 minutes of heaven dare but for once, I could choose whom with. I chose hyunjin even tho I had a choice, not a bad idea but not the best idea either.

flashback

We both sighed and got up, went into the nearest room and they locked the door..from the outside. We heard wooyoung scream,

"Alexa, set a timer for 7 minutes"

I looked at hyunjin for a while, staring into his beauty, how could someone be so ethereal? He finally broke the silence, locking his arms behind me. it was close to my ass but in a comfortable way.

"So what do you want us to do in here love?"

"I don't know, its boring" "I can make it less boring you know?" he said as he got closer to me

Our lips were going to touch when I unlocked a memory I probably shouldn't have. I had a random panic attack, I pushed him away a little and started crying. it was so random. "baby whats wrong?" He said, coming closer

i whimpered. My heart was racing, i was shaking so badly. What was going on?

"calm down love..." he said, slowly making steps towards me

He came near me and hugged me, it felt just like the first time i hugged him. i was crying, shaking and he was comforting me. The same old sick feeling was back.

"Whats wrong baby, you can tell me" he said as i slowly stopped crying

"I....I don't know, i felt a random burst of something."

"its okay love, I'm here" he kissed my cheek

"Your timer for 7 minutes is done" we heard the alexa say

"Do yall want an hour more?!" Wooyoung yelled from outside.

"Give us 5 minutes please" hyunjin yelled back

"Take your time and use protection!" i heard han tease

"Do you want to go home love?" He asked me as I nodded

We unlocked the door and went outside, everyone just stared at us.

"We'll join you some other time guys, sorry"

"no that's okay, take care" Jackson said

--Hyunjin pov--

I smiled at him in response and got Felix in the car when chan hyung approached me,

"Hey, what's wrong?" he patted my shoulder

"Nothing just Felix he's-" he cut me off

"Panic attack?" he asked

"Yeah..."

"Okay well take care of him and drive safe okay?"

"I will"

"And oh, get him almond roast chocolates, he's loves those"

"Thank you, I will, you can trust me" I grinned at him

He smiled and went inside as I got in the car and sighed.

"What will I do with you my baby?" I started at felix's heart shaped freckles, admiring each one of them, they were like glitter on his beautiful glowing skin.
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a/n: Okay so, its been a very long time since I last updated and y'all can tell how bad this is TT but I will try to update more depending on my timetables. And this was not proof read so feel free to make fun of me, Ily guys byee <3
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