🌟|~Mixed Feelings.~|🌟

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Harper's POV:

"I fucking hate that boy, but if it makes more drama and tea, I'm in!", I put my hand in, joining the small circle we created. "Go team!", Rae shouted out playfully as we all put our hands up and cheered. "I wonder what will happen whenever he gets rejected...", I giggled. "I bet he'll just run away over to the bathroom stalls and bawl his eyes out, like he always does, whenever he's overwhelmed.". Nova seemed to look uncomfortable, clutching her arms. I comforted her, "Don't worry, Novie. We're just joking. Of course we aren't really going to bully Alex more than he already is.". She nodded and gave a simple but happy smile. "We should get going to our next class before we're counted as tarty.", Rae stated. We both nodded happily in agreement and made our way to our separate classes. I sure do wonder what's gonna happen at lunch.

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Alex's POV:

Shit, shit, shit... I really shouldn't have listened to those people. Now I'm gonna have to meet up with Theo to tell him how I feel. What if he hates me? What if he beats my ass again? What if- My thoughts were interrupted by Harper placing her stuff right next to mine. I forgot I had another class with her... damn it. I bet she's going to make fun of me for being such a coward. I hate myself so much... I took out my essentials and started working on the homework that I couldn't finish last night due to... stuff. I felt Harper's watchful eyes on me in my peripheral vision, but I just acted like she wasn't there. I couldn't help but tap my pencil quietly in anxiousness. I wondered deeply what Theo was going to say. He was most likely going to say no, but at least I'd know if he did. He lets everybody know what's on his mind no matter what the cost is. "Hey~ What you so nervous about, buddy?", She asked, scooting a bit closer to me, looking over my paper a bit. "N-Nothing. Nothing's wrong.", I was a very bad liar. She could obviously tell I was lying and smiled softly, "No, somethings wrong. I'm guessing it's about Theo, hm?~". I looked up from my paper, shocked that she knew, "W-Wait... how did you know? Did your friends tell you?... I thought you were outside doing things.". "I know because my friends told me. They tell me everything. Trust me, I won't tell anybody.", She held her pinkie out, "Promise.". I nodded but shoved her pinkie away, "No need to do that... but- yes... I'm anxious about what Theo may think of me after I tell him how I really feel.", I confessed. She nodded understandingly, "I get that. I bet he wouldn't say no to you. Or anybody. Even if he does say yes but doesn't intentionally mean it, at least you'd most likely get a one-night stand with him. That's what he's most known for around the school, after all.", she explained. My eyes widened in surprise, "W-wait what?! He... wha-", I was at a loss for words. I didn't know he liked to sleep around. I knew he smoked, but not that! "What's wrong?... You honestly didn't know?", she questioned, seeming weirded out by how I didn't know. "I... no?...", I sighed, "Anyway- I don't want to use him for just a one-night stand... that's horrible. I want to... be with him.". She shrugged, "Alright, virgin.". I rolled my eyes at her rude response to me saying that I didn't want to use him for his body. I honestly don't get people that fuck and leave the next day, it's just unloyal. Theo may be used to that, but I'd never treat him that way. I haven't even thought of us... doing that yet. 

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I continued to do my work, trying my hardest to focus so I'd at least get a bit of it finished, but it was too hard, so I just gave up and put my head down after a while. After a bit, Harper finally spoke up, "You shouldn't have to worry too much about him not liking you. Maybe he does like you and that's why he fucks around with you a ton. Sure, he acts this way with most people, but something between you both is... different.". I sat back up, looking at Harper. "R-really?... Why would he ever decide to date me though? I'm just a no-good wimp.", I sighed sadly. "Hey, don't be so mean to yourself. You may be a nerd, but that doesn't automatically define your worth, bucko. You never know until you go up and ask him. I recommend trying to be calm about it, I know it's hard, but you at least have to try.", she 

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