Hello all of my lovely readers, I'm sorry for the long wait on this story. Hopefully I will be updating it a lot more than I have been in the past. Satan's name is now Xenophanes and I would like to thank VicFuentesFutureWife for coming up with the name and this chapter is dedicated to them. I don't know how well this chapter will turn out so I'm relying on your comments to tell me how it is. also a lot of the time Sol will call Xenophanes Xeno for short.
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Sol's P.O.V
When I woke up I heard voices yelling at each other. I couldn't tell who it was since they were so far away, so I decided to get up and see what was going on. I left the room and walked towards the voices. As I got closer to them I could recognize one of the voices as Xenophanes but I didn't know who the other person was. The closer that I walked to the kitchen the clearer the voices and the things said between them became. I was just a few steps away from the entrance to the kitchen when everything became quiet. I slowly got closer and peeked around the corner of the doorway. Once I looked in I wish that I hadn't. Xeno had some man wrapped in his arms and they were kissing each other. At that moment I felt my heart shatter. I quickly ran back to the room Xeno and I were sharing and dived under the covers of my bed and tried to shut the world out. I don't really understand why I would be feeling like this but I do know that I don't like it. I don't like feeling like my entire world is being torn apart just from seeing my Xeno kiss another man. I let out a sigh as I slowly fall into a fitful slumber, dreaming of Xeno leaving me behind so that he can go off and be with that man I saw him kissing.
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The next time that I woke up Xeno wasn't in bed with me. for as long as we have shared this room Xeno has always stayed in bed with me until I woke up. The fact that he wasn't here just broke my heart a little more than what it already was. Letting out a sigh I get up and get dressed before leaving the room to go make myself something to eat. When I walked into the kitchen the man that I saw Xeno kissing yesterday was sitting at the table drinking coffee. When he noticed that I was there he started glaring at me like I was the worst piece of trash that he had ever come across. I just ignored him and made myself some breakfast. Once everything was done cooking I served myself up a plate of food and was getting ready to take a bite of it when it was snatched out of my hands. Right at that moment the only thing that I could think about was that this mofo just took my food.
One thing that people know not to do is mess with my food especially if it's something that I made. Taking a deep breath and slowly letting it out I walked over to the man and spit into the food that he was eating and told him to enjoy the special ingredient that I just put into the food before walking out of the room.
A while later Xeno walked into the room and immediately started yelling at me about spitting in peoples food and telling me that I had no right to be rude to our guest like that. I tried to explain to him that it wasn't our guest but his, and that I was only rude because he was rude to me first when he stole my food from me. But no matter how many times that I tried to get a word in to explain he wouldn't listen to me. So I just settled for rolling my eyes at him and ignoring him for the rest of the time he was yelling at me. I won't lie it did hurt a lot when he just started yelling at me without even trying to understand my side of things. It hurts that he would listen to that man but not even try to listen to anything that I say.
"Are you listening to me sol?" Xeno growled out at me when he saw me walking towards the bathroom. "No I'm not, why should I listen to anything that you have to say when you won't listen to what I have to say" I snarled at Xeno as I slammed the door in his face. I turned the shower on full blast and stepped in. Once I was in the shower I slowly sat down and cried for awhile. After some time in the shower I stopped crying and I have to say that I felt a little better. It felt good to let some of my pain out like that.
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I was in the library reading a really good book when Xeno's guest walked in. I absolutely refuse to learn the bastard's name. when he saw me he immediately got a huge and smug smirk on his face. "you know I'm glad that you and Xenophanes had a fight last night, because of that we slept together. And of course when I say slept together I mean we had wild, rough, passionate sex all night long" The man said with a huge smile on his face. "You know what if Xeno wants to sleep around with a dirty whore then that's up to him. He's a grown man capable of making his own choices and that has nothing to do with me. Now if that's all you came here for then I suggest you turn your flappy flat ass around and leave. I don't want to waste any more of my time on a cheap bitch like you" I told the man as I waved my hand at him in a go away motion.
It took everything I had in me not to break down when that bastard told me that he and Xeno slept together last night. I understand that Xeno is a grown man, hell he's even the ruler of hell, so I understand that he can sleep with whoever he wants too, however there is a huge part of me that feels utterly betrayed by the fact that he slept with that disgusting bastard. I also know that I shouldn't be feeling this way because Xeno and I were never in a relationship. I just, I can't control the way that I feel. I really wish that I didn't feel this way because if I didn't then I wouldn't hurt this bad. I wouldn't feel like I'm being ripped apart into several tiny pieces that will never be able to be put back together again.
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It's been about two weeks since that bastard arrived here and ever since he came here Xeno hasn't had any time for me. The only time he makes for me is when he's yelling at me for something that involved that man. A few days ago Xeno held a ball here for his guest and guess what Xeno's guest did, he threw his drink all over me then dug his razor sharp claws deep into my shoulder, and what did I do. I punched the bastard in the face so that he would let go of me. And what did Xeno do, he hit me then dragged me by my hair to the room while he yelled at me about hitting that bastard. Once we got to my room he tossed me in not caring if I got hurt or not when I hit the ground, then he slammed the door closed and locked it so that I couldn't get out.
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Well that's it for the chapter, sorry if its crappy.
