I realized today I still miss her sometimes
I don't miss her as in the present her
I'm in love with the idea of her
How she was in the beginning
I wanna talk to her,
No, not her but the her who was there for me
Her for who she was and not who she is
I am in love with the past idea of who we were
Does that mean I still love her? No.
I loved her. She's in the past,
The one who is in the present is not her,
She's long gone
She's lost
She'll never return.
Is healing and moving on not enough?
Do I need to erase the idea of her that is still stuck in my head?
Will I be able to do that?
Am I wrong to still feel this way?
Does she feel the same?
