Meendum Avar 💜✨

~Twenty Nine~

"Unaku kashtama illaya.. ippudi sirichuttey sollra..."

"Romba kastama thaan irundhuchu.. munnalaam oro comments um padichu room aa saatheetu okaandhu aluven... night poora aluven... enakku mattum yen ippudi aaguthu nu nenachu nenachu aluven... aana.. ippo... Ippo kedaikura reach... Hmm romba sandhoshama irukku..."

Her words rang inside his mind and he closed his eyes sighing in regret... He knows that when she go through these comments she would be hurt but will never express it to him and will stay by his side no matter what...

Keeping her by his side was the most needed thing for him but he can't be so selfish to do that... He can't pull her into this mess just for his sake and shutter the fame and love she builds by hardwork ... He can never ever do that to her...

"Ashwineyy enna porutha varaikum, 'oru manushan, thanku pudichavangalu kaaga edha vena vittu kodukalaam, kaasu, panam, saapadu, thookam, yen thannoda nimaathiya kooda sacrifice pannalaam... But... Not their self respect..."

"Ashwineyyy, Yaaru kaagavum edhu kaagavum naa en self respect aa vittu kudukka maaten... Neengalum kudukaadheenga... Okeiii..."

Her voice was echoing inside him and he throws his head back before his eyes releases the tears from his closed eyes... Wiping that away he was about to get up but before that the door got open illuminating her frame...

"I'm sorry maa..." His heart screamed inside before he lowers his head and sighed a breath...

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"Aa..Ashwin..." Shivangi calls softly as she opens the door and entered inside taking slow steps... Entering inside completely she can see him sitting on the floor leaning back on the bed and she gulped seeing his state...

Everything in the room was placed accordingly without forming any mess that she expected other than his phone which was on the floor, in a broken state, same as his self... She walked towards him and her foot got hitted by the phone causing her to bend down to take the phone before she was stopped by him...

"Inga edhukku vandha..." His voice stopped her and she looked up to him confused, before moving towards him, "Ashwineyy..."

Without answering his questions she kneeled before him and touched his fisted hand, "Ashwineyyy.... it's ok..." She said after a minute passed in silence... Her tone was as soft as she could ever use and he didn't react anything...

"Ashwineyyy please ippudi irukaadheenga... It's really ok... Yaaru yenna sonna yenna, pesuravanga pesikittey thaan irupaanga... enakku theriyum ungala pathi..." She sat down infront of him holding his hand over his knee but he didn't raise his head...

"Ashwineyy... Please enna paarunga Ashwineyy..." She said moving her hand to grab his cheek and made him look at her before a low gasp escape her lips, seeing his red eyes...

"Ashwineyy... Ashwineyy... Yenna neenga... Idhukulaam poyi chinna pulla maari azhuthutu irukeenga... Avunga yenna vena solleettu pottum ashwineyy neenga adha nenachu feel pannaatheenga... Naa sollratha kelunga, engaluku theriyum ungala pathi, please azhaatheenga, naa irukken..." She said grabbing his cheeks moving closer to him and Ashwin looked at her blankly...

"Ashwineyy yenna ashwineyy...." She tried to speak something but was cutted off by him, "yenna try panra shivangi..." He asked looking into her blankly and she frowned her eyebrows hearing him, "Ashwineyy..." She dragged not getting his point and he smirked at her...

"Nee edhuku Inga vandha..." He asked without answering for her and she frowned more slide her hands down from his cheek, " illa ungaluku... Adhu... Vandhu..." She stammered under his cold tone for the very first time and he didn't eases his face muscles...