Target Blame

Blame target (Chapter 2/2)

I sobbed loudly, and threw myself on the floor. I acted like that for a good minute, until I cradled myself comfortably and whined, "I'm sorry daddies. I bad. You hate me already." I stuttered, my lips wobbling, as I wiped my tears with the back of my hand.

Chan and Lee Know with a shocked expression written on their face, both knelt down in front of me, and Chan first spoke up, "sweetie, we would never hate you. You hear me? You are our little angel. Don't you ever think such things, understood?"

Those sweet words made me even emotional. How can they still love me after I had a huge tantrum? Is there love for me that strong? I now even felt worse for causing them distress and anger in the first place.

"Yes. There is nothing in the world you can ever do that can ever make us love you less. NOTHING! Just because we spank or scold you, it doesn't mean we hate you! We scold you because we love you and you need to understand the difference between good and bad. What you did to Jeongin and Han is unacceptable. How do you think Jeongin feels that you put the blame on him? And how do you think Han feels that you told him that you hate him? Hmm?" Lee Know reprimanded in a soft and calm voice.

I whimpered at the thought of seriously hurting Han and Jeongin. After reflecting on my actions, I started to realize that I was in the wrong.

"I'm sowwy. Me bad to Innie and Hannie. Would they forgiw me?"

"Of course they would forgive you, but you have to apologize to them, not us. But before that, you need a punishment." Chan reminded me.

I shook my head viciously, and backed away from them, "p-please, n-no s-sp-spankie!" I cried out, tears starting to form in my eyes.

Chan and Lee Know sadly smiled, "I'm sorry honey but you need to be reprimanded for your actions. You need to understand that there are consequences for your actions, okay? Only five smacks. It seems that you're truly sorry." Chan grasped my left wrist and led me to the bed and threw me over his lap.

I tried to fight back and get up, but I was held back onto his lap, "please don't make this hard for me, okay?" Chan pleaded.

I was defeated. He rose his hand and the first smack came crashing onto my bottom, leaving a burning sensation. A sob escaped from my throat.

"4 more." Chan reminded me.

Smack. "Three"

Smack. "Two"

Smack. "One"

Smack. "Zero. That this is enough." He pulled me up and pulled me into a hug. I nuzzled my face into the crook of his neck and let out whimpers and sobs.

"I'm sowwy. Me never do thi' again. Can me fogiw to Innie and Hannie already?" I asked nicely.

"Of course, let's go so you can apologize to Hannie, then Innie." Lee Know walked out with Channie and I. The three of us went into Hyunjin's and Changbin's room, where Hannie was seated in the punishment chair in the corner. He seemed fragiled, sitting all alone, shaking and sobbing uncontrollably. I went up to him, but once he saw me, he turned around and ignored me.

"Hannie. Me sowwy. Me bad and I sowwy." He still wasn't looking at me.

"Hannie, don't be rude to Felix.He's truly sorry what he did." Chan butted in.

"Weally, but Lixie said he hate me." Hannie's lips wobbled, remembering what I did to him.

"Im weally sowwy. Pwease forgiw me." I sobbed louder.

"I forgiw you." Hannie held out his arms for a hug. I returned the favor and we were hugging each other for a good minute. We untangled ourselves from ourselves and snuggled together.

"Now Felix, do you want to apologize to Innie?" Lino asked.

"Yesh please." I answered sweetly. Hannie and I went together, our elbows linked together. Chan and Lino followed behind us. We all went to the living room, where Hyunjin was feeding Innie a bottle. Innie was in the headspace of an 8 month old baby.

"Me sowwy Innie. You forgiw me?" I asked, not knowing that he was unable to speak. He just babbled incoherent words and was reaching at me for some cuddles.

"He forgives you. He will always forgive you." I teared up at how cute and innocent he was.

"How about we watch a movie together, hmm? What do you guys want to watch?" Hyunjin questioned me and Hannie.

"NEMO!" We exclaimed in unison.

"Alright, nemo it is." Chan and Lee Know went to make some popcorn in the kitchen. Hyunjin was seated on the far left side of the couch with Innie on his lap, still feeding him his bottle, me on his left side occasionally stroking my hands in Innie's hair, with Hannie on my other side, his head resting on my shoulder. Once Chan and Minho came with the snacks, Hyunjin started the movie and we all cuddled together.