Target Blame

Blame target (Chapter 2/2)

Han's Pov.

In a blink of an eye, too fast to process what was happening, I fell onto the ground underneath a very angry Felix. He was scratching, biting, tugging at my hair as I was screaming out for help.

"AHHH! DADDIES!" I yelped in fear and pain.

Chan pulled Felix off of me, and I sat up, with tears streaming down my face. My whole body was aching. Whimpering in pain, I gestured to Lino to carry me. "Are you hurting sweetie?" Lee Know asked in a hushed tone. I was still crying and hiccuping, so I nodded in response.

"Where does it hur-" Lee Know was asking me, when he was rudely interrupted by Felix yelling hysterically.

"HATE! HATE YOU STUPID! YOU BETRAY ME!" Felix was screeching out, as he was thrashing in Chan's tight grasp.

"HEY! Don't call him that! You know bad words are not allowed! Say you're sorry to Han." Chan scolded Felix in English.

"NO!" Felix roared back at Chan.

"What did you say, Yongbok! Mind repeating that for me!" Chan bellowed.

"ME SAID NO!" Yongbok yelled at Chan in his face.

Witnessing all of this made me extremely emotional. I buried my face into Lee Know's chest, trying to drown out the fight in front of me. Tears streamed down my cheeks, some of it got on Lee Know's shirt.

I felt awful. This was all of my fault. If I didn't suggest Felix to play ball with me, this wouldn't be happening. If I haven't let Felix blame I.N. this wouldn't be happening. If I haven't tattled on Felix to daddies, this wouldn't be happening. All of it is my fault.

Lee Know noticed that I was getting distressed by the fight unfolding in front of me, so he took me out of the room and took me into the timeout area in my and other hyungie's room (Hyunjin, Changbin, and mine room). I was gently seated in the punishment chair in the corner of the bedroom.

"Dad-daddy!" I whimpered, and made grabby hands up at him, which he ignored at my request. I looked up at him with teary eyes, "I sowwy I told no one. Will me get spankie?" I asked.

"I don't know. That's up to Chan. He will decide if he sees fit. Sit here and don't you dare move." Lee Know chastised and soon left, leaving me there alone with my thoughts of self-hatred.

This is all my fault. I'm stupid. Hyungies probably hate me already. They must be disappointed in me for not confessing the truth. I'm surely going to get a scolding, worst of all a spanking. The spanking is not what really bothers me the most. The thing that bothers me the most is the angry tone in my daddies' voice.

I kept repeating what Felix told me in the other room. 'Hate! Hate you stupid! You betray me!' Tears rolled down my cheek. Felix didn't even seem to regret what he said. He said it with a lot of hatred and anger. He must really hate me. He won't want to be my friend anymore. All of these negative thoughts circling in my head were taking a negative toll on me. Without realizing it, I started to sob uncontrollably.

In the other room (Felix's pov)...

I was feeling my blood boil. Throwing things at Chan. Anything that I found near me like stuffies, pillows, pacifiers, and my toys. Channie was just standing out of my way, not knowing how to react as I have never acted like this. I was usually the good little, never needing a scolding or punishment.

One of my kitty stuffies was yanked out of my hand as I was about to throw it at Chan. It was Lee know. He must have returned already. I did not even realize his presence due to the rage I was going through.

Without warning, I got a smack on my bottom by Lino. I spun around, glaring angrily at Lino, tears threatening to fall.

"Don't you dare look at me like that, mister! You're in enough trouble as it is!" Lee Know chastised. Being chastised by my daddy made me emotional, knowing that I upsetted them made me feel worse.