11. truth-filled texts

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josh 🧸:
???

ugh

ah

okay

okay okay okay

josh 🧸:
okayyyy

ok so

here i go

a few years ago i started exploring a part of who i am

a lot of people have never heard of it or don't understand it

it's part of the way i function as a person and as a partner and is my most healthy coping mechanism for dealing with things i've been through and struggle with

a lot of people think it's weird because they don't understand it

and also because some people sexualize it which is not the case for me at all and i think those people suck

i really hated this thing about me and tried to change it but i almost ended up killing myself so

my therapist said maybe i shouldn't do that and should actually just accept that this is part of who i am and that that's okay

which is easier said than done but

i still haven't even said what it is have i?

josh 🧸:
no you haven't

but don't worry i'm following

gulp

okay

well let me first just start with this i guess

do you know what age play is?

josh 🧸:
no idea

ok well it doesn't matter anyway

that's the like sexualized version of it

not my thing

josh 🧸:
yeah we don't like that

no we don't

but since you haven't heard of it

i'm assuming you haven't heard of age regression either

josh 🧸:
is there a difference?

yes

age play is a kink

age regression is not sexual at all

josh 🧸:
so what does that mean

so someone who age regresses can literally mentally age down to the mindset of a little kid

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