chapter 10

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(Time skip)
⚠️THIS CHAPTER INCLUDES MENTION OF SH PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOUR SENSITIVE⚠️

Y/NS POV

im sitting at the dining table scrolling through my phone while eating breakfast, im still worried about the video tho. I've gain 100 of messages from old friends asking if it was really me in the video, but i don't know how to answer them. I know that if i say anything they will post it online. I know how people are im not dumb

"Hey, you okay?" Louise asks after she walked into the kitchen and sits in front of me "no" i say and close my phone. "Im sorry Y/N.. i know it was supposed to be a secret between you guys" she says with a sad voice

"Yeah well there's nothing we can do about it" i say trying to change the subject "have you hot any plans for today?" I ask "I was thinking about going to the mall today, i need a few things. Do you wanna come?" She asks as she stands up

"Yeah sure why not! Give me 20 minutes and i'll be ready" i say and walk away "okay!" Louise says and we both leave the room

I walk towards my room when suddenly i bump into Louis "oh sorry y/n didn't see you!" He says as he looks around him "its fine, why are you being so nervous?" I ask and kneel down to face him

"George, Charlotte and i are playing tag and George is it but he's always so fast and just appears its scary" he says and i laugh.

"Well he's clearly not here" i say as i see George sneaking behind Louis to scare him "yeah-"

"BOO!" George yells from behind Louis and he falls over "YOUR IT!" George says and runs away "Oh man, Where did he even come from!?" Louis says and stands back up

"I have no idea, well you beter go now and take your revenge" i say "Your right bye Y/n!" He yells as he runs away

I walk towards my room to get ready, since we're not going somewhere special im just wearing Jeans and a hoodie.

Im doing my make-up when i suddenly see James walking into my room in my mirror
"Where are you going?" He asks and sits down on my bed

"Im going to the mall with Louise, i didn't want to stay here all day that will be kind of boring" I say as i face him "well that sounds fun, oh yeah before i forget call Kate when you come back, she's been stalking me for the past hour trying to reach you since you won't pick up her phone calls or answer her texts" he says

"Oh shit yeah i put my phone on do not disturb so thats why" i say and finish my make up
"Why?" He asks in a concerned tone
"Because my friends keeps spamming me about the video and its annoying the shit out of me" i say in a annoyed tone and walk towards my jewelry box to get my earrings

"Thats annoying" James says  "you ready to go?" Louise asks when she suddenly appears in my room "Jeez Louise" James says and you can tell by the look on his face he got scarred "what?" louise asks as she walks further into my room

"How do you just appear out of no where?" James asks and stands up "older sister magic" she says with a straight face which made me giggle

"Anyway lets go" i say and grab louise hand "bye!" I say to James and we both walk out of my room

(Time skips 2 hours)

Me and Louise are currently eating at out favorite  restaurant, we always go here in Saturdays to spend time together which is really fun

"So y/n you never actually told me about your friends at your old school, tell me about it" she says and it made my kind of sad. I honestly only had one friend names Eva thats mainly because of the rest was bullying me for something stupid.

"Well thats the thing, i kinda only had one friend names Eva, we became very close after something stupid happend before that i had a lot of friends actually" i say

"Why did you lose friends? What happend" Louise asks in a worried voice
"Long story short i had a boyfriend but after a few months of dating i found out he had been cheating on me so i broke up with him but after that he had been spreading a lot of lies about me which made everyone hate me" i say in one breath

"Oh that sucks sorry but if you don't mind me asking how did you get close to Eva?"
"Because if the lies the entire school bullied me but Eva always stood up for me, she was the only one who realized what he was doing" i say "thats sweet of her, do you still have contact with her?"

"Yeah a lot we message almost every day so yeah" i say while we both pack our things to leave. "Well she sounds lovely!" Louise says and we both walk out

(Time skippes to the evening)

Me and James are both just chilling in my room, we're both watching tiktok while cuddling on his bed when suddenly James lets go of me and sits up

"Hey y/n i've been wanting to talk with you about something" he says in a serious tone which made me kind of scared "okay whats up?" I ask and sit up to face him

"You never actually told me about the bullying... when you told me about it but not actually how bad it was" he says nervous, i hesitate to tell him because i'd rather just forget it but he has to know

"Well okay, so after my ex told all those lies about me almost the entire school stared bullying my for the way i looked.. at first it was only at school but later also online due to the fact i was absent alot.. because of that i became very insecure about myself....sometimes it would get so bad i would c-" i say but stop, thinking if i should really tell him

"You would what?" James asks in a scared tone and i see his eyes getting watery "i used to.. c-cut myself sometimes.." i say and i started crying, James immediately grabbed my and pulls me against him and rubs my back

"Im sorry" he says "did you ever have feeling like that again after you moved here?" James asks and i can hear on the sound by his voice that he was crying to "no" i say and i hear him sigh in relief

I gently pull away from the hug en rub my eyes with the sleeve of my sweater "but what if they we're true tho.. about my looks.." i asks and i feel James grab my chin to make me look at him "they're not." He says "you are to most beautiful and perfect person i have ever met. I love your hair..love your smile...love your face..i love yo-" he says but stops before he could finish. He just smiles at me and after we have eye contact for about 15 seconds i gently kiss him.

After around 35 seconds we both pull away, i smile at him before slowly cuddling up against him and we then both fall asleep..

(Sorry for the long wait!! I have been busy for the past few weeks but i promise you i'll try to update more. Also if you every feel bad or anything like that just remember you are not alone! There are so many people who love you and care for you and you are beautiful just the way you are! Take good care of yourself and never forget that whatever bad shit is going on in your life you will get through it <3)


 

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