𝔉𝔬𝔯𝔟𝔦𝔡𝔡𝔢𝔫 𝔏𝔬𝔳𝔢

𝟿. 𝙱𝚛𝚘𝚔𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝

I moved in front of Roman trying to calm him down and telling him to look at me but he didn't budge at all

"Your are a fucking disgrace to the world and you are going to hell! I would never support you fucking fags!!"

My heart clenched as those words came out his mouth

I looked up at Roman and started crying

He must of heard my sobs because then looked down softening his gaze and body

"Hey what's wrong??" he said with concerned lowering his voice

"Y-You'll never accept me Roman" i said through my sobs

"what do you mean Kadence accept you for what??" he said confused

I stayed quiet until it came out, those words came out

I blurted those words out as I came out to my best friend since 4th grade the person that made me know that I was really gay

"I'm fucking gay Roman" I yelled which made the whole cafeteria go quiet and few gasps came out

Roman eyes widened and he stayed quiet he didn't say anything

"I know I lost you as a best friend and I'm really sorry that I'm such a disgrace Roman" I said crying harder as I ran out the cafeteria I ran out the school period.

I ran home wanting to just feel the comfort of my bed

I didn't stop my adrenaline was pumping so fast that i didn't stop

When I got to home I ran inside and upstairs

My dad yelled at me but i didn't stop to hear what he said I didn't want to hear anyone right

I closed my door and locked it

I went under the covers and cried my eyes out

Those words played in repeat in my head I couldn't ever face Roman again

I ignore my phone beeping it was like that for 5 minutes straight

<<NEXT DAY>>

I groaned as I heard a knock on the door

"Go away!" I said from under the covers

Then it was knock again

"GO AWAY" I screamed not taking the covers off of me

It stopped

But the all of suddenly the covers was pulled back and I was shivering from the cold air that hit my body so I curled up in ball

"Get your ass up K" this deep voice spoke

I looked through my hands and seen Jude

I sighed

"No!" I said turning the other way with my back facing Jude

"Get your ass up K you can't stay in the fucking bed all day and plus we have to get an outfit for tonight" he said

I felt the bed dip and he was rubbing my back

"I don't want to go jude, I can't face Roman" I said tearing up

"Come on love, forget Roman it's his fucking lost you deserve better" He said

I knew he was right but I missed him and his godly smirk and how he looked at me

I gave it a second thought

"Okay Jude" I sat up and turned to Jude

He smiled clapping his hands giving me a hugged

"Go clean your ass up you stink love" he said getting up from my bed

I chuckled and went in the bathroom and brushed my teeth, washed my face, and got in the shower

After my shower I dress my self in something simple

White baggy shrts with a grey sweater

As I walked out my room it was looking cleaner in here, My bed was made and the junk that was around my bed and on my dresser and nightstand was no longer there

Jude cleaned my room he is so sweet

I walked out my room and went downstairs to see Jude talking my dad ear off

I giggled and my dad looked over to me

"hey bud you okay" He said with a frowned on his face

I nodded my head and gave him a hug to say that i'm alright and I'll be alright

"I'm going out with Jude he taking me shopping for this party they are having tonight" I breath out

He nodded his head and gave me some money and told me and Jude be safe and don't talk to any boys

I laughed and told him we will

We walked out the house and got into Jude car and we drove off to the mall

Jude had the outfit planned so as soon as we got in the mall and walked into the store

He paid for it and we left to go back home

he knew that i didn't want to stay long so we was literally in and out