+ And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up yeah
And I keep falling in this darkness
And there's no one to light it up, to bright it up
I never had thoughts that controlled me
Until something bad left me so lonely
And I want it back, I want the old me
I'm trying to forget, but things just remind me +
•y/n•
i wiped my bruises as i looked over to my current bf trayvon who was passed out on the couch.
last night we got into a bad argument and it resulted in him hitting me repeatedly untill my body could barely move.
but honestly i couldn't leave him idk why it's hard.
he beings the money in.
my thoughts were quickly interrupted by my phone ringing.
i answered it putting it up to my ear trying to whisper so tray wouldn't wake up
"hello?"
"hey ma" i heard already recognizing the voice.
it was dd .
he's been wanting me for the longest but i was so attached to tray .
"what dd .. yk he doesn't like me otp with you" i said
"fuck him he don't control you y/n i keep telling you that"
"what did u call me for" i said getting annoyed
"let me take u out tn"
"david no.."
"plz y/n? just this one time plz mama"
"hm. don't-" i got cut off by the door being barged into.
(personally...)
it was tray with a very mad expression on his face
"y/n??" dd called out
"who you otp with y/n?" tray asked
"uhm"
he snatched my phone throwing it before grabbing me and hitting me against the door causing me to scream
"you otp with that nigga huh? fuck i tell u bout being otp with him" he yelled
"you wanna hoe around u wanna be a thot" he slammed me on the ground
"Nooo" i cried
"when i tell u not to talk to him that's what i mean you listen to me understand?" he said punching me
"yes!"
