Jaan - e - Jaan

Chapter 6

Saying
Mere pyaarey baetey (my dear son)

I am not the best father in the world But for your best childhood I made many mistakes thinking I was doing right but I was wrong and I am writting this to you cause I dont know if I will come back alive today but Please know this I love you alot in this world no one is above you for me and sorry for making you suffer all these years and I know this wont make things right but I am sorry and you know what while writting this your childhood was flashing before my eyes you and me playing hide and seek , your giggles and your mother running behind you to feed you those days are unforgettable.....those were beautiful times....so I want you to get married to bhairavi as my last wish I wanted to say more but I dont have much time but remember I am always with you and I love you baccha

Reading this made my heart cry , so it is the reason for Eshanth's tears
thinking this unknowingly went and sat next to eshanth's sleeping figure and slowly stroking his beautiful long hair , "you are very precious , and I will fulfill my promise I will protect you always and take care of.....hmm you have beautiful features too...plumpy li.." wtf I cant think of him like this even if I am going to get married to him I will never belong to him . He will never accept me .....as I realized what I was doing I quickly got up and went to Washroom and wash my face convincing myself I am okay.

Just then I realized eshanth is injured and I have to change his wounds so I quickly took the first aid kit and a wet cloth to clean him
I cleaned his hand and as I was cleaning his the closeness was making my heart beat fast , the Innocence on his face was making me drown in him, and my eyes fell on his lips.....looking like a small baby....a cute baby...thinking a smile crept on my lips just then something fell and  I came back to earth....*cough cough I wasnt gawking at him* then I changed his wound and then I dont know when I fell asleep while sitting next to him on a chair

Next morning
eshanth's pov-:

As I was trying to open my eyes I felt a sharp pain in the head it felt heavy....did I passed out but why.....just then I felt something heavy on my right arm I looked over someone was sleeping on my arm I looked closely it was bhairavi but why would she be here I must be imaging  I moved more closer to wake up the person just then she turned her head up and our lips almost touched...no no...crashed....no we almost kissed....and it is bhairavi ........we were just cm..apart one move and it would turn into a kiss just then I saw darkness covering my eyes and last night incident came infront of my eyes......dad's death....anjali's word....and me passing out.....but I couldn't remember why I passed out I quickly pushed bhairavi away as a result making her fall to the ground she groaned in pain but I didnt care I have things to handle now......I looked in the mirror I looked dead as zombie...so emotionless I was looking .....just then my eyes  eyes fell on the note....I picked it up it was dad's last wish.....then I quickly remembered everything ..

I looked at bhairavi. Went to her and picked her and made her sit on  the bed
eshanth -: see I didnt want to say those word to you or cry or....hu...g you it was mistake I was emotional and this wont happen again....so dont think too much about it......and one more thing we will get married next month ......as I had said earlier you will be respected , will be given freedom and I will protect you and fulfill your needs but dont think I will ever love you or behave as a husband with you mind this....and never ever interfere in my business do you get that

bhairavi -: yeah....totally and why next month with rituals why not now fill my hairline with Vermillion

eshanth -: ohhhh you want that....but wedont have Vermillion
(Eshanths pov so eager to get married but do I look like I care I will just let her do whar ever she wants with her life so she doesn't interfere in mine this might be the first step....just my eyes fell on my khanjar(knife) i got a idea)