chapter 1 - no surprises

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The only reason I was like this was because, shit. We were friends. "WERE" because my dumbass ruined it, but we were kids. We were 14, we were stupid, young, dumb and I was an asshole. I said some shit to her and then I lost her. But now, it's been 5 whole years. And now, I have no clue on what to say.

Y/N - I've been. Alright?

Win - I mean, not like that. How's life? You look older obviously, and I mean. It's been some time since we last talked, and it wouldn't hurt to fill in the gaps I've missed

I awkwardly laughed as she smiled since I don't know if she's being really nice or somewhat holding a grudge. I mean we're grown up, she's self aware about me and what I did. She probably already forgave me but I'm still a bit. Scared.

Y/N - I quit sports after a while.

Win - how come?

It was after our whole thing together I quit, but I don't know if I want to tell her

Y/N - injuries I guess.

She nodded her head as I rubbed my hands together.

Y/N - I got into some stuff

Win - what stuff?

Y/N - photography? Filming more so, I watch movies a lot since then so I sort of got into the whole cinematography and photo part of it.

Win - that's really cool

Y/N - yeah.

I looked up at her with a grimacing face as I just awkwardly looked down

Y/N - what about you? What have you been up to?

She smiled as I looked up at her unable to give her a real smile, just a awkward half assed one

Win - I watch a lot of movies too since I kind of want to be an actress, but. I sort of gotten into dancing and singing a lot, so I've been practising for that a long time since the last time we talked

Y/N - what's the plan with that?

Win - maybe as an idol? I mean it's not too late is it? We're both the same age, 19 is still pretty young

Y/N - it is.

Win - want me to show you the room?

Y/N - sure.

We both got up as I followed her to the room as we entered it as we touched hands accidentally as we looked at each other as we both blushed but quickly looked away as I stood in the middle, putting my hands on my hips.

A bed, a bedside table/drawer, and a desk, and a very not too big or small closet.

Y/N - this looks perfect to me

I turned around to look at her as she crossed her hands with a smirk

Win - I'm glad you're living here, at least you aren't a total stranger.

Y/N - yeah....

Maybe she is aware, maybe she did forgive me after all. We were kids goddammit but, I don't know I'm able to tell her I'm sorry without feeling like a prick to myself for what I did.

Y/N - I can give you the deposit right now

Win - no it's okay. You said you would get a job first

Y/N - Min-Jeong-ah, just take the money. You need it for rent, I'll get the job don't worry

Win - but you're not a stran-

I walk up to her and grab her hand, opening it up, exposing her palm as I slap on a fuck ton of notes on her hand as I close her hand for her

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