We are practicing our performance task for our PE class when my classmate starts to make noise that sounds like teasing when your crush passes by and I know it's for me.
The hall is large that's why it become the practice hall of all students in this school.
There I saw him ,with his friends laughing and teasing. Fortunately, some of my classmate is his friends so Jericho approach him and they talk.
Jericho knows that I like Mark. Jericho once mention mark's account to one of my parining posting and he reacted a haha reaction on it. Siniksik ko ang sarili ko sa likod ng mga classmate ko para di ako makita ni Jericho dahil alam kong may gagawin siya, akala ko nakatago na ako nang maigi pero pag talikod ko nasa likod ko pala sila at saktong nakita ako ni Jericho.
“oh, bakit tumatago ka?” tanong niya.
“ano ba tumigil ka nga!” sagot ko.
Mark Riddle knows that I like him, di ko alam kailan, paano, kanino, sino ang nag balita sa kaniya. Impossiblleng nalaman niya na gusto ko siya dahil sa mga prinig posting ko. at bakit pa ba siya bumaba he's so nerd that he'd rather play online games inside his classroom kahit walang teacher na pumasok.
Tall enough for me, dark enough to blend our skin color to create a beautiful creature in the future and intelligent. Just my type.
I met him during our grade 6 completion and when I first laid eyes on him I didn't notice him, he's not that kind of boy that will caught your attention when u first laid eyes on him. As days goes by, as our practice for our grade 6 completion goes on, I noticed him there, laughing silently and doing his best at trying to be invisible especially to girls.
I am about to stand to get some air when Nathaniel speak to me, I don't know him but he seems like my friend since we were wearing diapers when he said ” Crush ba ako ni angel?” he's handsome, with that curly hair, pointed nose and white skin color of him that's the stereotype heartthrob lalo na dito sa pinas.
“hindi ko alam” sagot ko
“nag chat kase siya sa Facebook account ko eh” Sabi niya
I'm not really interested about what he's saying, who I'm interested in is his classmate who sits beside him during our practice.
kakatapos lang ng practice namin at napag-desisyunan namin na pumunta ng canteen para bumili ng tubing.
“Anong section yung nasa likod natin?” tanong ko kay ivy at Jamie.
”6-Francisco, bakit?” sagot ni ivy
“Wala lang” sagot ko naman
“Crush mo siguro si Nathaniel no?” akusa naman ni Jamie.
“Hindi ah, porket nag tanong kung anong section sila crush na agad, kung may crush man ako doon hindi si Nathaniel yun.” Sabi ko.
Hanggang pagbalik namin yun ang asar nila sa akin at sigurado akong naririnig ng mga tao na naka upo sa likod namin yung pinag-uusapan namin. Sa sobrang hiya ko hindi ko na nagawang itanggi ang akusasyon nila.
It's our graduation day and all my classmates are crying, it's 6 pm na kaya Naman medyo madilim na at nakakatakot marami kasing nag sasabi na itong mga public school daw noon ay dating sementeryo so imbes na maki iyak sa mga classmate ko sa mga madilim na gusali ako naka tingin.
Hindi pa tapos ang graduation ceremony dahil mag sasalita pa yung validictorian.
Paupo ako nang naramdaman kong basa ang aking upuan kaya tumalikod ako.
Sa likod ko may lalaking nakahawak ng bottled water at sa gilid niya kahit hindi ko tignan alam kong si mark yung naka upo roon.
pag tingin ko sa upuan ko basa ito at wala akong dalang panyo para gawing pamunas dito kaya tinignan ko yung lalakeng may hawak Ng tubig alam Kong sa kaniya galing yon dahil siya lang ang umiinom ng tubig sa likod ko. Wala siyang ginawa kahit sorry man lang.
Biglang may nag abot ng pulang panyo sa akin sabay sabing “ito oh, ipunas mo riyan.”
Hindi ko na nagawang tumigin sa kaniya. Kinuha ko yung panyo at pinunas sa upuan na basa.
I never knew that my young heart could love someone so hard up to this day. I couldn't even make eye contact with him, everytime his friends walks by I get nervous because I know he'll be there too.
I'm not really a achiever student basta may maipasa lang okay na. I don't envy those students who really strive hard to get the grades that they want, what envy me is those students who doesn't do much and yet they still get high grades. Mark Riddle is one of those students, effortless smart is what they say.
“Ah si mark? nung grade 10 kami halos di na nga pumasok yan tapos pasok pa sa honor list” Sabi ni Jericho.
I badly want to be on the same ceremony with him, I barely see him in school. I'm not that smart but if I really try and do my best I'm sure we'll be in the same recognition this coming reading of honors.
Kaya eto, nag papanggap na nag-aaral but I'm really am. It's our finals tomorrow and I still have some pending school work that is due tomorrow and I haven't read any of my lectures yet.
We have to make a flag for the united nation event so kailangan naming mag update sa gc namin kung anong flag ang gagawin namin para walang magkatulad.
Jeromy Enriquez sent a photo.
Nag send siya Ng flag Ng Algeria na may doodle na “jerome pogi” which is so unusual because he's shy and introvert kaya nag duda agad ako.
Jeromy is mark's neighbor like neighbor neighbor they even share the same wifi connection ganoon silang mag kapitbahay.
Though mark is introvert but he's so naughty in the internet he post everything that comes in his mind.
Jeromy Enriquez: @ si mark pumili niyan
I knew it but still, I acted like I didn't see this coming.
Maria Raja: weh?
Jeromy Enriquez added Mark Riddle to the group.
Mark Riddle: labas ako riyan
I couldn't think of anything right now, hindi ko alam kung may kakilig-kilig ba sa pang ga-gatecrush ng gc.
Mark Riddle left the group.
That's it.
I hate it when he can act like this to me online just because he knows that I like him.
I don't want this feeling, I overthink, assume and overreact to everything that he does to me.
Yung pag react niya sa mga meme, he don't usually comment to my post pero nung nalaman niyang crush ko siya naka tatlong comment na siya lahat yun no meaning, kadalasan talagang agree lang siya sa point ng shared post ko.
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