Life
It made me lose
Even when I had nothing
It played me in a way that broke me
Even when I was incomplete and broken within!
I hate life
Giving me everything
You showed me bliss
Yet making me lose it
You made me a loser
That I was not meant to be
I hate life
But I love it
Making me lose
You make me gain
But life could you give me relief
I was nothing
In warm darkness
With nothing
Not even light
As if I was in a black hole
As if I was the singularity
But it came
Gave me life
Made me born to light
Making me addicted to love and care
It made me gain
Gain everything from naught
But as baseless the story is
Even more baseless was that bliss
Based on foundation of nothing
It was quick to crumble
And quick to fall
Making me experience darkness
Yet again
But the pain was real this time
As I had all to lose
And nothing to gain
The same innocent smile that bought me
Seems like a mockery to me
The same lovely smile I see
Feels like pain and sadness
Those people who I took as my source of joy
Seem like the fountain of misery
It was as if Life was dark
People were Devil
And Light was bleak
But you know I sometimes love Life
As it's unpredictable
Making me realize things
From a vision I never saw
Yeah, Life I lost
But I gained vision
Vision to look at things
Transcending self
And achieving happiness within
Q) BUT WAS IT HAPPINESS?
Well, it is confusing, isn't it?
I know so Let me help you understand it,
Let me help you travel my world of memories'
All those pain that struck me
Making me a statue of rock
Spreading knowledge in the form of art!
Let me help you be me
The difference is
You don't have to die from within
YOU ARE READING
"Howling Whys: A Symphony of Self-Reflection"
PoetryIn the Echoes of Shadows: A Journey Through The Tapestry of Tears and Tenderness, Where Memories Dance in the Silence of Why?
