Hollow

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Heyyyyy

March-Hare 

Have a guess who this is- //shot

(And for everyone in general, don't worry, it's not me lelele)

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"Do you love me?

Why don't you love me? For who I am? Why don't you just tell me up front? I hate all this dodging- you're lying to me! It's lies! You're hiding things from me! Two can play at this game!

I feel alone. Was it something I said?
Or am I just not as good?

TELL ME YOU LOVE ME!

Praise me! Make me feel whole again! Everything feels so fake... Am I laughing? Or is it crying?

Is it real enough for you?

I can't tell if I'm pretending, anymore. I can't tell if I'm putting up a truth or a lie. It's scaring me. It's really, really scaring me.

Tell me I'm better! Tell me you love me! What about her? Tell me you don't think she's better than me! I'm better!

TELL ME I'M BETTER!

I just feel so... Hollow.

Everything I do for you is a lie! Every face I put up, every laugh I force out! I do it for all of you just so you won't think I'm crazy! If... If it's even a lie anymore.

I'm lying to you... I'm lying about everything... Am I? Or is it the truth? I don't know...

Nothing you said was real, was it?! You're lying to me, too! Even right now! I said I... I...

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. It really was something I said. I can't control myself anymore. I'm... so sorry. Ignore everything I said. None of it was true. Nothing I said was true, alright? Everything's fine. I'm okay. My smiles are real... You're perfectly okay and... I just had a bit of a breakdown... Ignore all that. It happens sometimes... Breakdowns... Haha, they happen to the best of us, eh?"

'And the worst.'

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