The Missing Element book II

Chapter 12

Mia

   
  When I woke up I realized I was back home in my room. My head was pounding up a storm, and my body felt sore all over. I tried to sit up, but a pair of hands pushed me back down. "Whoa there Beautiful. You have stitches on your arm so don't move that much."

   
  I look to my left and see Lincoln sitting right next to me on the bed. He helps me to a sitting position, and I look at my arm to see a wrap around it. "It's not too bad." He says with a small smile.
   

    I put my arm back down and get out of bed. Lincoln quickly jumps out of bed and tries to stop me. "Hey, where are you going? You need to rest." He says.

   
"Why did you stop me?" I say moving away from him.
 
  "Mia you got what you wanted. There's no need to keep fighting." He says.

He gently holds my arm, but I yank it away and begin to walk to the door. Lincoln then places his hand on the door, preventing me from leaving the room.
   

   "Move Lincoln!" I warn.
  
  "No Mia, it's over, you won." He says.
 

"Won?" I scoff. "How the hell did I win in this. I still can't have any children or even start a family. I didn't win Lincoln, not until he suffers." I felt the tears start to fall from my eyes, and it only gets me more mad.

   God I hated how weak I was. I hated crying all the dam time.

    "I will never be enough for anyone. Who the hell would want me!" I cry.
 
  "You know dam well who wants you regardless of what you can't have!" He quickly says.

  He places a hand on my cheek, and I immediately stop crying. He looks at my lips and I look at his. I thought he would kiss me at that moment, but I just feel him pull away.
   

    "Link..." I grab his arm to stop him, and without any warning he wraps his hands around my waste and places his lips on mine. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him right back.

   
   My whole body melted in his arms. His tongue danced with mine and I felt the heat grow between my legs. I hold onto his shirt and pull him towards the bed. I push him on it and crawl on top of him. I pull his shirt off and he quickly rips my costume off of me. He flips me under him and he begins to kiss my neck line. His kisses felt so amazing that I just wanted more.

   I started to unbutton his pants, but suddenly he pulls away. "Wait!" He stands back up. I sit up and look at him confused. Did he not want this?
      

"What?" I ask. He looks at my breast and I look down to see if I have something on me. He grabs a pillow and places it on my chest to cover me. I look at him worried, I felt that maybe he didn't like the way I looked.
   
   
"I'm sorry, I just wanna say something." He says.
 
  "Ok?"

           
    He looked nervous, and it started to make me feel nervous. He paced through the room and it looked like he was thinking about something. After pacing the room a couple of times he finally sits back down and takes a deep breath.
   

"Mia I love you, I always have since the moment I met you. You were so different than any other woman I knew. You're sweet, caring and brave, and all I wanted to do was to make you smile. I wanted to be with you, but I felt like I should've given you time." He says.


     I noticed his desired eyes change into sadness. "But then I found out that you were with Axel, and at first I was mad, but I saw how happy he made you so I backed off. I wanted you to be happy, even if it wasn't with me."

   
   He places a hand on my cheek and my heart skips a beat. "I know you guys are no longer together, and I do wanna start a relationship with you. But I need to know if you really love me back or if you just need someone there for you."

  He thinks I don't love him. This entire time, he's been waiting for me to tell him how I feel. But I don't even have to think about it, not even for a second.

   
  "Link, I was in love with Axel. I won't lie about that. I'm also not gonna lie and say I wasn't in love with you at the time as well." I grab his hands and hold them with mine. "Link when they took you my whole world stopped. I thought I lost the most important person to me in the whole world."

   I put the pillow down exposing myself to him. I climb back on top of him and place my hands on his face. "Lincoln I love you, I always have. I don't want a life with anybody else but you. You are the only one I can go to, the only one who understands me and the only one who loves me for me. So please believe me when I tell you that I want you. I want you more than anything in this world."

    He catches me off guard and grabs my ass to lift me up. He then laid me back down on the bed and started to kiss my neck up to my lips. This kiss was hot but also passionate. "Good, because I'm not letting you go Mia, and tonight I'm gonna make you forget all the pain you have. Tonight's about only me and you." He says hungrily.
    

    I hope he means what he says. I don't wanna go through another heart break again. I love Lincoln, I need him in my life. I know now that I can't live without him.

   
     That night I forgot about Axel, I forgot about the anger I held on too, I forgot about what was going on in the world. That night I just felt Lincoln, I felt his kisses, his touch, and I felt his heart beat with mine. That night I was the most happiest I've ever been in such a long time.