Always You (Leah Williamson x OC)

Complicated

,,We should go back to the hotel.It is late and we fly back to London tomorrow" i say and we walk back together in silence.We take the same elevator and i lean against the wall of it while looking at Leah.Or do i have crush on her ? No..no you just said no and that was the truth.You just wanted to be friends with her and nothing more.

I go after her and stop at my room door ,,Have a good night" i say to her and she smiles ,,You too Cara" she says and i just nod and go inside my room.

I run a hand through my face and sigh once again.Why was that so complicated ?I mean Jordan could just accepted that Leah and i were friends.I change my clothes quietly since Manu was already sleeping and lay in my bed now wide awake again.

After rolling around in the bed for the last 5 hours i decided to stand up and go to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face.I couldnt sleep the whole night after the talk with Leah and just needed to get out of that bed.I throw on some training clothes and grab my Airpods to go outside and take a little run.

I always do a run when i need my head off because it helps.Sport generally helps me to relax and clear my thoughts.I put on my music Eminem to hype myself a bit up and do my run.Luckliy then sun was going up at this time so i had a beautiful sunrise while doing a bit of Sport.I got back to the hotel when breakfast already begun so i decided to go there.

Just a few people from the staff were there so i smiled at them and got myself a plate before i head to a table and eat alone while still listening to my music.After a while the room got full and everyone was down now so i took my airpods out and smile at Manu

,,Did you stay up the whole night ?" she asks ,,No i was just up early and did a run" i say which isnt completely a lie.She nods and goes to her table while Beth sits down right next to me

,,Everything good ?" she asks and i nod ,,Are you sure ?You can talk to me if something is wrong" she says and i smile a bit ,,Everything is good.I promise" then Steph and Jen came so we talked about something else before i got up and decided to already go upstairs

,,Where are you going ?" Lia asks me sitting next to Leah ,,Just upstairs.I need a shower after my morning run and need to pack my luggage" i say and smile a bit ,,Okay..is everything okay ?" she asks and i nod ,,Yes..dont worry about me" i say and go away not waiting for more.

This shower was good maybe one of the bests i ever had.I dressed myself before i begun to pack my luggage and was sitting on my bed while looking at my phone scrolling through Instagram when the door opened and Manu came in with Lia and Noelle.I smile at them and look at my phone again

,,Already done with packing ?" Noelle asks in german since we all speak it and i nod ,,Yep..i just throw everything in to be honest" i say and we all laugh slightly while Lia sits down on my bed.Noelle helps Manu packing her luggage and Lia speaks to me.

,,Are you sure everything is okay ?You only go on morning runs when something is in your head" she says and i look at her with a small grin ,,Sometimes i think you know me better then i thought you would.I mean we met because of other friends and only had contact over the phone so something is wrong.Do you stalk me Miss Wälti ?" i ask her with a small laugh and she grins and laughs too

,,No Idiot..if you would use your brain you would know that we wrote a lot back then and had many calls in the morning" she says and i nod thinking back ,,True..so no stalker" i say and we laugh slightly

,,Now be serious and answer my Question..is everything okay ?" she asks and i nod with smile ,,Yes..i just didnt sleep that good in the last days nothing more" i say and she nods with smile.

Just a few hours later we were on the plane and this time i sat next to Steph since Leah was sitting with Jordan.I had my airpods in my ears since Steph decided to sleep cause she got a headache next to my other side were Jordan and Leah but i decided to just ignore them and listen to my music.I closed my eyes a bit but got some water on me just a few minutes later.I looked around and see Jen and Beth trying not to laugh.I shake my head and grab my bottle of water