*M!Reader x CoD*

•Ghost: Not so bad•

Angst to smut! There will be a warning before the smut starts.

Requested by: Yuri_san000

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British people are scary, if you were being honest with yourself though, it was just Ghost that scared the shit out of you.

He would just glare at you from a distance or up close if you had to be near him. It was like he was trying to get you to cave under the pressure and you've come close. During training you feel his eyes peirce you and while your eating his presence is enough to make you sick and lose you appetite. He knows this and he does this because the day he met you as a new recruit, he didn't and doesn't think you have what it takes.

After training, like any other day, you hit the showers. The warm water is what you needed after the rigorous training, you feel it wash the sweat and grime from off your body. You weren't the most built person ever but you did what you could to get strong enough to handle yourself on the field. After you wash your hair and body you get out the shower you dry off before putting your clothes on, you start to make your way out of the shower room when all of a sudden you bump into Ghost.

He was big. Like- really big. He was wearing a mask and shorts but that was it, his chest was toned and scarred. You immediately got slightly flustered and looked away. He was also much taller then you by a few inches so he towered over you a little bit. "Y'know, when you bump into someone, it's best you apologize." He said, clearly not happy with seeing you. You just nervously nodded, "sorry, sir- wasn't looking where i was going." You backed up from him.

Though he thought you were insufferable, he did have to admit. You were fairly cute, far to much to be in the army. You were kinda short and had very little scarring, that's what annoyed him the most. That someone who had a perfectly good chance of having a near perfect life was throwing that away to be here, somewhere they didn't fit in or belong. It made him livid.

"You should be sorry." He replied, he was clearly trying to be condesending. You awkwardly chuckled before quickly going passed him. If you were being honest with yourself, you were stareing at his shirtless figure more then his eyes and he noticed this because even a blind person would be able to notice it for God's sake. As you left the shower room, he scoffed before continuing to take his shower.

You were more then embarrass by that as you had a feeling that he might've caught on to your gaze and started to hate you even more. You stressed over it the whole way to your room and even while you were trying to fall asleep. But why? Why did you care whether he liked you or couldn't stand your guts?

I mean, it's not like you have a crush on him, right?... right? Yeah no, call this a queer coding but you were crushing hard on your lieutenant. Which was written with 'failure' all over it, i mean first off, it'd be terrible for both of your reputations, you both could get fired, also not to mentioned he would never feel the same! But you, being your delusional self, didn't stop yourself from thinking about him. It was more of fantasizing about him.

Thinking about his accent, his body, even his cruelty towards you. You seemed to find even the worst things, that you knew about him, attractive. So you slowly start to feel heated as the picture in your mind slowly started to become very, very unholy. So much so that you decided to go out your Barack for some water to try and get a grip on yourself. You made your way out you room and down the dark hallway to the shower room

Okay, wait. There's water fountains at the entrance, okay? Get your mind out the gutters.

As you got there you slightly bent over to drink, pushing the button to get the water you needed. You suddenly felt that chill you felt when a certaint someone was starring at you. You quickly turned around to see Ghost, he seemed to have just now gotten out the shower. "I never took you for a long shower kind of person." i said quietly, since it was still the middle of the night but i wanted to make small talk. He didn't seem all that interested in small talk because he just let his eyes scan you up and down.