August 16th

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bamburai.
he died yesterday. last night.
by it.
the sickness.

i expected that.
but.
he told me
the reason he didn't take the medication
was that I was
probably going to accidentally overdose him.

did he really think that..
i would do that?
...
something got into me when I forced that medicine.
i was just
so goddamn afraid of his death.

but there's no point now.
he's already dead.
im alone now.
the only stylish god is me.
just me.

my hands are shaking.
not just of the cold either.

im ending this here. i need to calm down.

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