Everyone's BFF

Chapter 42 : breaking down

Zayn's Pov

Minutes passed after the doctor came out of Kelly's room , Cara and I were looking hesitant at each other , asking quietly if we must get back to Kylie or not . I honestly don't know what I should do or not ? Don't want to see her suffering , don't want her to be in pain and blame herself for something fate has decided .

" What are you thinking ? " Cara lift her head from on my shoulder , we were both sitting in front of Kelly's room on the ground clueless

" You really want to know ? " she nods " I am honestly afraid to see Kelly again , even though I just met her , I do actually care about her and I'm afraid because we can't tell her about her brother " I sigh removing a hair strand from on my forehead

" Who are you ? and where is Zayn who was assuring me earlier that everything will be alright and you will be strong for her , cause I was terrified of the same situation " She stated and I flinched when she was about to hit my chest

" So cute " She laughs at my expression

" Cara ? " A beautiful women , fast walking looking at Cara .. She seems so tired but still beautiful just like Kelly

" Mrs.Deen , Hello " Cara rushed to Kelly's Mom and she gave her a hug
" Where is Kelly ? " She excitedly ask , tears fulling her blue eyes just like her daughter's
" Inside " Cara points to Kelly's room and she ran inside the room , Kelly was lying on the bed alone .. When she heard her mom's voice , she threw the magazine away from her hand and rushes to her mom's arms , they hugged for minutes and talked for others. The sadness and pain was gone from Kelly's face until she started asking about Keelian .

Kelly's POV

" What about Keelian Mom ? " I ask and a tear sneak out of her sad eyes , her eyes are looking everywhere besides me . " Mom , Keelian where is he ? " I ask for the second time and I felt a Pain in my heart .. I felt this pain and terror like when I was running from this dark shadow on my dreams . The dark shadow who wanted me to go away with him ... To death .

This time I am up on my bare feet .. , trembling, not able to stand straight, I rest one hand at the end of the bed , breathing loudly, tears fought to come out making my eyes sting ; but wait, why am I acting this way ? My mom stayed quit , because she doesn't want to make me feel about Keelian .. He must be still sick at the hospital, here with me

" Cara can you call the doctor ? " Mom ask from Cara
" Why?... Wh..y a doctor mom .. Feeling sick , hurt somewhere ? " I ask in a broken words
" Cara please ! " Mom ask louder this time , I don't get it
" I'll go .. " Zayn offers, taking one of his crutches to rely on while I had nothing to rely on , my feet betrayed me and let me fell on the floor .

The room was silent - Cara standing next to the door , Mom still at my head looking at her hands but not at me " Mom ? " I raise my head looking up at my mom's sad face " Mom answer me . "

" Mrs.Deen , you called for me ? " doctor who was with me earlier came back with NO ZAYN , Its strange and uncommon for me , I've never been on a Guy that I met for hours , but I totally can't spend a minute away from Zayn , he brought hope to my life , he brought me back from the death .. he make me feel strong and alive

Zayn' POV

I offered to go get the doctor instead of Cara , cause I knew her mom was about to tell her about her brother and I don't want to see Kelly at that moment .

" Where is Zayn ? " Kelly said , she's asking about me ... Really , did I misheard .. Or really about me Zayn , why would she ? I took a glance at the room , Kelly was sitting on the ground , crying

" Mom talk please what happened to Keelian ? why you're not responding ? Is he still in a coma like I was ... Cara say something " her eyes blood red from tears , her hands were trembling , she was looking back and forth between her mom and Cara

" Mrs.Deen please let me help you " The doctor bend down to help Kelly stand but she refuses , holding her hands to her chest

I can't stand looking at her this way , no one was brave enough to only say the truth " Kaileen " I like calling her like that " Zayn please do you know where is Keelian , can you take me to him .. please " Se begged me as I was helping her to get on the bed

" Kelly can you calm down first " I pat on her shoulder , giving her a warm smile , the exact thing that she needs

" I want to see Keelian , and I'll calm down after that " She bit on her lip , taking my arm with her little hand , giving me a look that I can't reject .. But if only it was for me , I can't do a thing about the past . I can only promise her a better future

" Ok Enough ! Kaileen calm down , you can't see Keelian " Her mom snap , no affection or love in her harsh words for a daughter who just came back from the death , I don't blame her , she must be still hurt for her other child ... but its been months since he left and she has now to take care of Kylie .

" I won't disturb him mom , I'll just look from the window .. Can't I doctor ? "

" No Kaileen he's not here in the hospital ... You can't see him not now " Her mom states before letting a huge sigh come out , like if she's going to say it now ... I just don't know if she will , but Without realising I took her hand pressed her against mine , like I'm transferring her all my strength , she look at me with a worrying sad eyes , like if she's also waiting for the sad news . like if she's asking me to stay here and don't leave her alone . and I won't

" He doesn't want to see me then , still pissed at me , because I was the one behind all of this ... Its ok , I waited months , I can wait till tomorrow when I'll be discharged . " She sigh , drawing a little smile at the side of her lips

" No Kelly don't you get it , why you're always so reckless , irresponsible , and stubborn girl .. Why you have always to cause troubles to get what you need to have understood before ... " Cara barge in to stop her mom from saying those harsh words " Stop please , she does not need to her those words right now "

" What ? Let her speak , Mom its been what an hour since you saw me .. And yet you're yelling , throwing me hate .. Like you used to do .. what did I do this time to deserve it ? " She coughs badly in between every word she said , squeezing harder my hand .

" What have you done this time ? Really Kaileen ... You don't know , yet you saw it before getting on the ambulance .. You killed him , Keelian is DEAD , you Killed your brother .... "