my yellow love

i am confused

In the heart of Seoul, where the city lights painted the sky with hues of twilight, Jaemin found himself caught in a delicate web of emotions. As he observed Jeno's affectionate glances towards Renjun, a wave of sadness enveloped Jaemin's heart. Unbeknownst to his friends, he had been harboring a secret love for Renjun, and watching Jeno's budding romance intensified the ache within him.

One evening, as the NCT Dream members gathered for a casual hangout, Jaemin sat in a quiet corner, his gaze inadvertently drawn to Jeno and Renjun sharing laughter and stolen glances. Chenle, perceptive as always, noticed the subtle change in Jaemin's demeanor.

Sitting down beside Jaemin, Chenle nudged him gently. "Hey, Jaemin, you seem a bit off. Everything okay?"

Jaemin sighed, running his fingers through his hair, a telltale sign of inner turmoil. "It's just... I never thought it would hurt this much, watching Jeno fall for Renjun."

Chenle, ever the understanding friend, nodded in empathy. "Are you... you know, in love with Renjun too?"

Jaemin hesitated for a moment before nodding. "Yeah, I guess I am. But I never said anything, and now it feels like I missed my chance."

Chenle offered a comforting smile. "Love is tricky, Jaemin. Sometimes, it takes time to figure out our feelings, and that's okay. But if it's really tearing you up inside, maybe you should talk to Renjun about it."

A mixture of fear and longing flickered in Jaemin's eyes. "I don't want to ruin our friendship. What if he doesn't feel the same way?"

Chenle patted Jaemin on the back. "You won't know until you try. And if Renjun is the friend we all know him to be, he'll understand. Besides, it's not fair to keep your feelings bottled up and let them eat away at you."

Encouraged by Chenle's words, Jaemin decided to take a leap of faith. The next day, he found a quiet moment to talk to Renjun, pouring out his feelings with a mix of nervousness and sincerity. To his surprise, Renjun listened with compassion, assuring Jaemin that their friendship meant more to him than anything else.

As days passed, the trio navigated the complexities of their emotions, redefining their friendship into something even stronger. Jaemin learned that opening up about his feelings not only brought relief but also strengthened the bonds of trust and understanding.

In the heart of Seoul, beneath the city lights, Jaemin discovered that love, in all its forms, had the power to transform, heal, and redefine the connections that bound them together. And so, amidst the laughter and shared moments, the friendship of Jaemin, Jeno, and Renjun continued to evolve, creating a story of love, acceptance, and the beauty of navigating the intricacies of the heart.