Waiting Now to Die | BL, MTL

Chapter 12: Yin Xun didn't know why, but suddenly he didn't want to refuse.

　　The woman pushed him away violently, and her voice suddenly became hysterical: "Leave me alone! It's all my fault, it's our fault! If we didn't Just force him!"

　　"We forced him to death!"

　　The man also had pain in his eyes, but he was a little more rational and said, "It's our fault, but it won't help if you act like this."

　　The woman said in a sharp voice: "Who says it's useless? Zhi'er must be able to see it. Maybe if he sees it, he will be willing to come back!"

　　The man said sternly: "You can't resurrect the dead, do you know?"

　　He seemed to be confused after saying this. With no strength left, his body swayed, and he lowered his voice and begged: "Shall we go out first?"

　　Liu Wenzhi had tears streaming down his face.

　　The woman gradually lost her strength to cry.

　　The man took her out, sent her to the bedroom, and covered his wife with a quilt.

　　Then I went to the kitchen to cook.

　　Liu Wenzhi drifted quietly to the bedroom.

　　The woman had fallen into a deep sleep, but her expression was still painful and self-reproaching.

　　His fingertips holding the manifestation talisman trembled slightly, and for a long time, he stuck the talisman paper to his body.

　　He knelt beside the bed and whispered in his mother's ear: "I don't blame you." "

　　Mom, please tell Dad for me, I don't blame you, really."

　　Those painful pasts, As early as the moment he chose to end his life, it was over. After the baptism of time, what is left in the end is still nostalgia for his family.

　　Rather than hate.

　　Even if you are wrong, I forgive you, so don't do it again.

　　............

　　Xu Deng waited downstairs for a long time, but he was not impatient. When he saw Liu Wenzhi, he said lightly: "I'm back."

　　Liu Wenzhi had already wiped away his tears and said in a low voice He said: "Thank you."

　　Xu Deng didn't ask him whether he had used the manifesting charm or what he said. Some things were left unsaid. He just suddenly felt a little envious. At least Liu Wenzhi still had a family who cared about him.

　　I will be saddened by the pain of his death.

　　And myself.

　　Does anyone feel sad about his own death?

　　Even his closest relatives just thought his death was embarrassing. Although it was slandered by others, why didn't he investigate further or ask further questions? I gave up so easily.

　　Is my death just a small thing not worth caring about?

　　Xu Deng turned around.

　　He left the community and parted ways with Liu Wenzhi at a fork in the road.

　　Walking on the street, people are coming and going, but I just feel lonely.

　　He always seems to be alone, with no one around him.

　　Xu Deng walked slowly, and was suddenly startled when he saw the blind man standing not far in front.

　　This is not the first time I have encountered a blind man on the roadside.