Waiting Now to Die | BL, MTL

Chapter 3: A millionaire, fearless.

　　It's just... Ji Ziyang took a deep look at Xu Deng.

　　The young man didn't seem to be afraid. Did he not know who Jiang Yue was, or even if he knew, he didn't take it to heart at all?

　　Ji Ziyang pondered for a moment.

　　Xu Deng seems to be a little different.

　　But Xu Deng never raised his head to look at him, clearly refusing to communicate. Ji Ziyang paused and had no choice but to turn around and leave.

　　Calm returned to the corner.

　　After Xu Deng finished eating, he looked up and saw He Xiaosong looking at him with admiration.

　　Xu Deng:?

　　He Xiaosong whispered: "You don't know, I was scared to death just now!"

　　Xu Deng didn't think there was anything to be afraid of. This was the canteen, and Ji Ziyang was also present. Jiang Yue didn't dare to do anything... even if he still Not dead, not afraid.

　　Xu Deng: "Oh."

　　He Xiaosong: ...

　　Although this deskmate has always been taciturn, doesn't talk much, and seems a bit unapproachable, he still deeply feels what it means to chat to death with just one word.

　　He Xiaosong followed Xu Deng out of the cafeteria, thought for a moment, and said, "Will we still have dinner together tonight?"

　　Although when Jiang Yue and others came over, he still regretted being with Xu Deng, but now Xu Deng has accepted it. The infection suddenly didn't feel scary at all, and I even wanted to continue with Xu Deng.

　　Xu Deng nodded: "Okay."

　　He Xiaosong: ...

　　He Xiaosong scratched his head and hesitated. In fact, he still wanted to ask Xu Deng, do you really like Ji Ziyang? Why don't you go today? But they didn't seem to be that familiar, so He Xiaosong chose to keep his mouth shut.

　　Xu Deng returned to the classroom and started class.

　　Hold your chin and get distracted.

　　He usually listens very seriously to his lectures. As a senior in high school, he is about to face the college entrance examination. Everyone works hard, and Xu Deng is no exception. And he always wants to do better. If he is as good as his elder brother, will his father look at him more? But no matter how hard he works, he is not as good as his elder brother, and his father never cares about his grades...

　　But what about now?

　　If you are going to die in three months, do you still need to study hard?

　　What would you do if you only had three months left?

　　When Xu Deng thought of this, the corner of his mouth rose and he almost laughed. He suddenly remembered that his classmates had discussed similar issues during class: If there was only one day left in your life, what would you want to do?

　　Everyone expressed their opinions, as if they all had many things to accomplish before the end of their lives.

　　Listen to a concert, go on a trip, watch the sunrise, confess to the person you like, eat with your family...

　　But that day Xu Deng just watched everyone discuss without saying a word.

　　It's not that I have no wishes at all.

　　But since childhood, no wish has ever been realized, and it would only look ridiculous to say it.

　　At that time, he did not expect that one day he would really face such a problem. It turns out that life can really have a deadline for death.