Crimson Academy: The Only Girl In Last Section

CHAPTER 24

Pinagpatuloy na namin ang pagkain pero pansin kong nasa akin lang ang tingin nila hendrix at elliot. I don't know why they always looking at me. Hindi naman sa naiilang ako more on nabibwiset pa.

"Mabubusog ba kayo kung kay sierra kayo nakatingin?" Natatawang tanong ni kale. pati pala siya napansin din. Nahinto sa pagkain ang iba at tinignan sila hendrix habang nakangisi.

"Kayo ah mas masarap ba si sierra kesa sa mga pagkain?" Pang aasar ni max tinaas taas pa nito yung kilay niya.

"Bunganga mo nga max kung ano ano nanaman pinagsasabi mo kumain ka nalang diyan!" Asik ni ethan kay max.

"Palibhasa ang beberde ng utak niyo! Ang ibig ko lang sabihin masarap si sierra tignan ganon yun!" Paliwanag nito bago nagpatuloy sa pagkain.

"Ulol! gagawin mo pa kaming tanga kumain kana nga lang"

Hindi na namin pinansin ang pag babangayan ng dalawa at kumain nalang. kahit kailan napaka ingay nila.

After 1 hour natapos na silang kumain. Yes, 1 hour may kasama kasing daldalan at bangayan ang pagkain nila kaya napatagal kanina pa kami nag hihintay ni elliot at hendrix na matapos sila. Ilang beses narin sila pinagsabihan na bilisan pero matitigas talaga ang bungo nila.

"Let's start practicing guys, remember next week na ito kaya kailangan maperfect okay?" Ani ni hendrix. nasa mini stage siya nakatayo kami naman nakaupo lang sa lapag tahimik na nakikinig sakanya.

"Sierra you go first. Sing anything you want practice lang naman to" Hendrix said.

Why do we need to practice pala? eh singing nga lang pala to. tsk akala mo naman sasayaw pa kami practice practice pa. kailangan lang naman practicin ay yung group singing.

"Do i really need to sing? hindi ba pwedeng next week nalang?" i asked him. he just rolled his eyes on me before he speak.

"No. You need to sing now malay ba namin kung panget pala boses mo?" aba sumosobra nato ah.

"Fine." I said. tumayo na ako para kunin ang guitar bago umakyat ng mini stage. may chair na don kaya hindi na ako nagdala.

Umupo na ako sa upuan at tinignan silang lahat. Elliot mouthed "Goodluck" at me kaya nginitian ko lang siya ng tipid.

i stram the guitar before start singing.

Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close
I was afraid to leave you on your own.

I closed my eyes while singing i don't usually do this but i can't look at them while I'm singing.

I said I'd catch you if you fall
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you could take advantage of me.

It's not that I'm shy okay? i just can't..

Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there?
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there.

Natatakot lang ako na kapag dinilat ko yung mata ko ay maiyak nalang ako bigla.

Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?

I don't want them to see my vulnerable side. I can't cry infront of them. Why am i even being dramatic? this is not me.tsk.

Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why.

Now i hate why i chose this song. I'm not even broken pero damang dama ko yung kanta.

Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (I don't know why, yeah yeah).

Binuksan kona ang mata ko pagkatapos ng kanta. Pag tingin ko mga nakatulala sila may mga nakanganga pa. anyare sa mga to?

i cleared my throat " I'm done" sabi ko bago bumaba ng stage pero sila mga tulala padin. ano ba nangyari sa mga to? this is why i hate singing eh hindi ko alam kung nagandahan ba kaya natulala sila or napangitan.

bahala nga sila diyan mga buang. bumalik ako sa pwesto ko kanina at pinagmasdan lang sila na nakatulala. hanggang kailan kaya silang ganyan? mukha na silang tanga sa totoo lang.