"So...", Grace says awkwardly.
"So...", Taylor copies.
"You girls excited to be on tour?", Isaac asks breaking the silence.
"Yes it's gonna be so good!", Emma says excitedly.
"Yeah it's gonna be a bit different than the few people we get at our gigs normally", Amelia chuckles, getting a laugh from everyone.
Everyone seems to be having a good conversation, but I have nothing to say. So I get up and leave.
"Where are you going?", Penny asks me.
"Nowhere", I respond, "I'll be back soon".
I quickly walk out of the room, spacing myself from everyone. Why did I treat people this way? I dont want to but I can't help it. I don't even know these guys and I'm already being such a bitch.
I feel warm tears fall down my cheeks. God I was crying? I didn't even know. I just walk outside and get some fresh air.
Before I know it I'm sobbing on the floor, my head in my lap. Why was I feeling this way? I don't normally react like this.
"Are you okay?", I hear a soft voice say.
"I'm fine. Go away", I say before registering that it was Taylor asking.
"You're not fine", he says, sitting down next to me.
"Leave me alone", I say.
"No", he responds simply.
"What do you want?", I ask.
"I want to make sure you are okay", he says.
"Well I'm fine. Happy now?", I retort.
"No you aren't. Want to talk about it?", he says softly.
"Why would I talk to you?".
"Because we are gonna have to get to know each other and I want to make sure you are okay", he says, "so tell me what's up".
"The sky".
"Very funny. What's going on?", he persists.
"If I tell you will you leave me alone?".
"Maybe", he says.
"Fine. I'm just a bitch to everyone and I don't know why", I say, fresh tears falling down my face. "I treat everyone like shit and I just met you guys and I've already fucked up".
"You haven't. You are just strong willed".
"Yeah okay, guy who only met me 20 minutes ago", I say.
"I'm a good judge of character", Taylor says.
"Okay then", I say, allowing the tears to stream down my cheeks.
"I don't think you are a bitch if that helps", he smiles.
"Thanks", I smile wryly, "doesn't feel like it though".
"I promise I don't think so", he says.
"Thanks Taylor", I say.
"All good Y/n", he responds.
"Let's go back?", I ask.
"Sure", he smiles.
A/n
Idk that was kinda bad but we shall see how this goes
