If 2 different individuals can not love themselves, they will put all their time and energy into loving each other...which never works out.
they needed space
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What did he just say to me?
what is he talking about?
What does he mean it wont work out?
What does he mean we are too young?
is he drunk?
"Tim, what are you talking about?" i say calmly, too calmly in fact. "Grace i think you heard what i said, it hurts me too to break up with you so suddenly-" he said with sadness plastered on his stupid, stupid face. " but it has to happen, i have to learn more about myself before i can 'love' you grace. I love you, i think. I'm sorry"
no Tim don't do this to me.
we're supposed to be in love Tim.
I don't understand Tim i thought you loved me.
"I don't understand Tim i thought you loved me!" i said verbally, attracting eyes from surrounding tables. was our relationship a joke to him, was this a joke?
ohhh that's what it is, i get it now. so i began to giggle, then i laughed out loud, then i began to laugh hysterically at his prank. i calmed myself down barely failing to refrain for going into fits of laughter and said " sorry for being mad babe, i know it was a prank' i leaned down and kissed him on the cheek "love you, call you later?"
"no Grace I'm not calling you later and you know it " he replied probably still in character of his little 'prank'
so i broke into fits of laughs again, i laughed so hard tears came out. i laughed all the way home. i laughed while in the taxi, i laughed while i opened my front door, i laughed while eating my dinner, i laughed while doing everything.
he couldn't have been serious, right? he was just joking, right? he'll come to his senses tomorrows at school. i know it.
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I walk into school the next door, the familiar dusty but extremely clean smell filled my nostrils as i entered, i was early as usual with two cups of coffee, one milk for me, one black for Tim, just how he liked it , also two chocolate donuts for us.
I know he'll come around with his prank, i'm still upset about it but i'm happy it was a prank.
I walk up to his locker and wait for him there, he cautiously approaches his locker and asks me "what are you doing here Grace, we aren't together anymore i told you that yesterday ." he said more firmly that i've ever heard him speak. he must be really into this acting thing.
"you should try acting Tim, your really good at it . Spot on" i said to him with a big smile and a thumbs up. "But your joke is getting annoying , i think it's time to quit it".
"Grace it was never a fucking joke!" he said angrier this time, i knew how he was without his morning coffee so i gave it to him. "Quit it Timothy" i replied smoothly.
He started looking around for maybe something to say or do, just something. then he turned to me and said something that confirmed and solidified our breakup, something i never though he of all people would say to me.
tears brimmed my eyes as he said it and i could barely breathe, did i even know him at all. He looked at me with anger in his eyes and shouted "Did you not hear me! i won't pity you. I said-"
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Always remember denial is one long ass river in Egypt but shortcuts can fucking hurt.
