Nymphomaniac Narcissistic Dancer

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Me and Lauren was on the phone and i told her who was here and out of nowhere we was being petty and loud and then guess who shows up...charli

C-can yall please shut the fuck up. I tired of my dad fucking ordering me around telling me what to do so please can both of u close ur damn mouths for a second

...

She left and i was shocked. I didn't know wether to be the older person or make the situation worse

L-ik she did not just tell u what to do

Y-yep...she swear she's just...ughh

L-...hold up...ima call u back

Y-ok

She gets off the phone and i look up and see dixie at my door

Y-here to yell at me too

D-no...i want to...so fucking bad but no...i'm here to talk like adults

Y-now u are?

D-i could always walk my ass back downstairs-

Y-ok...fine...lets talk

Me and dixie where sitting across from each other on my floor and  looking at each other

Y-so what did u-

D-why?

Y-huh?

D-why...the one person i told u not to. And knowing u....u didn't even stop at Anna.

Am i that predictable

Y-i am single dixie wether u liked it or not but...all we did was kiss and i wanted to talk to u so bad because i know it was wrong but i...I can't control it-this thing-this urge inside me that wants me to fuck any and everything

D-...

Y-i never meant to hurt u dix i swear because i love u-...or loved however u wanna take it...and i love Charli u have to understand I wouldn't intentionally hurt her and u know that

D-i do

Y-so now I'm asking...why?

-Charli Pov-

I wanted to go home so i was trying to find dixie but ended up finding her in y/n's room...

They was talking so I decided to snoop

Y-i am single dixie wether u liked it or not but...all we did was kiss and i wanted to talk to u so bad because i know it was wrong but i...I can't control it-this thing-this urge inside me that wants me to fuck any and everything

D-...

Sounds like the words of a complete whore but instead of getting it checked out she wants to whore around she can fix it if she wants-

Y-i never meant to hurt u dix i swear because i love u-...or loved however u wanna take it...and i love Charli u have to understand I wouldn't intentionally hurt her and u know that

D-i do

Y-so now I'm asking...why?

I'm not gonna lie hear that hurts and as her bestfriend I shouldn't have abandon her like that

I knew she couldn't help it and what she was, but i still was her bestfriend and now a little thing such as kissing is stopping it

Well she did fuck her but that's because we left her and if i was in her shoes i-...I would've done the same

A tear fell and i wiped it quickly still listening

-Y/n Pov-

D-we was jealous...i was jealous...i wanted u and i wanted to help u but just seeing the sight of anyone kissing u makes my blood boil...u do something to me and make me feel like i can be loved too...and i miss holding u Y/n

Y-but now ur holding Madi huh?

D-yea

Y-u deserve her dix and i mean it...she can treat u better than i can

D-...

Y-take care of charli tho ok?....I know we probably won't ever be friends again but i miss her so much and it hurts but I understand why she is angry with me and i would be too

*sniffles*

We both look up and hear footsteps fade away and then she looks back at me

D-friends?

Y-yes*smiles*

I didn't wanna be friends...at least fuck buddies but friends!!... WHAT!!...but i guess i mess that up huh

Y-are y'all spending the night

D-if its ok with charli but if she wants to leave then we will go...CHAR!!

Soon she comes through the door and she looks ok but her nose is red and her face is a light pink and i knew she was crying because i know my bestfriend

D-u wanna stay

Ch-um...it doesn't matter i think mom wants us too anyways but I don't care

D-u ok?

Ch-yea yea i'm fine

Y-no u aren't

She looked at me and i kinda regretted it and started tearing up but so did she

I slowly get up and she poked her lip out and i went over to hug her and she hugged me back and we both cried uncontrollably

Y-i'm sorry

Ch-me too