Where was she.
I was standing near the giant oak tree,waiting for her.
I quickly hid behind the tree when i saw her closing the front door of her house .
I wasn't stalking her, okay?
I just wanted to...see her.
Man! I am sounding like a love sick puppy.I pushed my fucking geeky glasses up .They were always sliding down my nose!
The things i do for her.
If only she knew.
I was wearing nerdy clothes .You know,the baggy shirts and pants?.Yeah ,that.
My black hair were sticking in each and every direction like as if a bomb had exploded in it.
In simple terms,i was looking like a dick.
A.Fucking.Dick.
Who would have thought Ayan,the casanova of Green high school ,falling head over heels for an ordinary girl?
Scratch that.She wasn't ordinary.
She was extra ordinary.
She was wearing a purple top and jeans.Her black hair matching with her big black eyes, always caught me off guard.Always pulled me in.
I shook my head.
Back to reality,Ayan.
She was hugging her body,rubbing her arms.A strand of hair was annoying her.She kept tucking it behind her ear but it always came back with more force.
I had this strong urge to tuck it behind her ear and kiss that cute frown away from her face...
Remember reality,Ayan?
Stay the fuck with it.
As if sensing my presense,she stopped in her tracks and looked around.
She could never see me.My hiding spot was perfect.
She took a deep breath and shook her head,back to her walking.
I was a jock.
Your regular jock.
The one who always broke girl's hearts and attented parties more then classes.
The one whom everyone hates yet admires at the same time.
The one who is always a fucking asshole.
But the moment she stepped in my life?,i knew right than and there ,it was time to stop all that shit i was in to.
You probably won't believe it but i have never talked with her .Ever.
An over confident guy like me was afraid to talk with the girl he loved .
When i started to change my ways,my friends were like,"What the fuck?!wasn't it always bros over hoes?!"
That's when i punched my best friend,Paul Carter, and broke his nose.
She wasn't a hoe!
I don't give a dick about hitting my best friend.I will hit anyone who called her any fucked up name!
One day,she was sitting infront of me in the class,when i heard her saying that she hated jocks with a passion.
That day i dropped out of the football team.
I don't give a fuck about being the popular guy and all that bullshit.
That's how the playboy transformed into a geek.
This year ,i am going to talk with her!
Look,i am not a mother fucking pussy ,got it?
I just.....i don't know ,alright?!.Its hard to explain.
Enough of this i-am-a-geek-so-i-will-hide-in-every-corner-available.
That was a fucking long sentence.
This was my senior year and i won't let this oppurtunity pass just like that.
Hell, no!
Every time i watched a guy speak to her or touch her,i want to break something.
One time,i punched the mirror in the boy's locker room.
It hurt like a bitch!
Paul was my only friend who knew about my state and frankly speaking,
He wasn't happy for it.
Not even a bit.
He always reminded me that "you are turning into a pussy.Where is your fucking manhood,nigga?did you sell it,?"
My football team tried to bully me for turning into a geek.
I guess they forgot ,i wasn't there regular geek.I was geek from outside.Not from inside.
I kicked a pebble out of my way,walking faster.
I was getting late.
My life is turning into a chick flick movie.
Fuckity fuck!
I always used to laugh on those guys who were shy around girls and couldn't even speak to them.
It's true,Karma is a one mother fucking bitch!!!
Bit me right on the ass!!
I thought i could get her but my charms always seemed to turn off infront of her.Those charms used to get girls in my bed.
But she wasn't "just a girl".
She was someone whom i wanted to protect from every bad thing.I read it somewhere that "The one you love,you will always feel the need to protect that person".
Alisha...
I was crazy for her.
So fucking crazy.
In cliche stories,the geeks always lose their girls to an asshole,right?
Well,guess what,
This geek is not weak.
I will get what belongs to me!
I will make her heart pound whenever i am around!
I will force her to notice me!
This geek shit isn't working.I knew one thing now,vey clearly.
If i want to get her,i will have to be myself.
Not a four eyed nerd.
She won't even know what hit her.
I entered the parking lot of our school and immediately spotted Paul.
Flirting with cheerleaders,as usual.
When he saw me,he dumped that cheerleader.She gave me an angry look.
Riight.As if i care,bitch!
Paul had blond hair and blue eyes.His blue eyes did half of the work for him when he was trying to impress the "ladies".
"Yo!,fucker"
He punched my shoulder.I only nodded at him.
His eyes were unusually bright?
"Did you get laid last night?",i asked,quirking my eyebrow.
"Yuppp .Man,she was fiesty"
I rolled my eyes at that.
