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never thought... (5)

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Chenle woke up in someone's embrace, he knew what happened yesterday so it could only be Jisung, as the two talked until Midnight and even longer until they fell asleep in eachothers embrace.
Chenle yawned as he looked up to the younger who was still asleep and his hands still on Chenle's waist which let a warm feeling rise up through Chenle's body, his heart beat faster and he could feel his own cheeks flush red, was he falling inlove? No it can't be.
They've been bestfriends for about 8 months now, there can't be anything more then friends, atleast that's what Chenle wants to think, because he hates love, he's scared he'll end up like his Mother and Father someday in the future.

It didn't take long for Chenle to realize that he has been staring at Jisung who seemed to be already awake,
"I guess you've realized"
"...yeah sorry.."
"Don't apologize Lele."
Chenle just nodded as Jisung let go off to stretch himself while Chenle sat up
"Today is Saturday right?"
"Mh" Chenle hummed
"Good, shall we spend it together?"
"Let's get you some fresh clothing first" Chenle chuckled as he stood up and walked out of the room, getting clothes from Sicheng's room that would fit Jisung, he knew Jisung and Sicheng wore the same size for most stuff so it wasn't a big matter.

Chenle came back with some fresh clothing that he threw onto Jisung which made Jisung chuckle as he catched them, placed them on Chenle's bed and stood up,
"Thank you Lele" Jisung said giving Chenle a wink before he entered the Bathroom to take a Shower.

Chenle sat on his bed, texting Renjun, Jaemin and Haechan in a group they made,

• sᴛɪɴᴋʏ ʜᴏᴇs •
• 4 ᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀs ᴀᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ •

ʟᴇʟᴇ♪
ɢᴜʏs? I ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʜᴇʟᴘ.

ᴄʜᴀɴ☀︎︎
ʟᴇʟᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ's ᴜᴘ?

ᴊᴜɴɪᴇ☘︎
ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ?? Eᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ɢᴏᴏᴅ??

ɴᴀɴᴀ( ͡° ͜ ʖ ͡°)
ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ʏᴇsᴛᴇʀᴅᴀʏ?

ʟᴇʟᴇ♪
ʏᴇs ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ɴᴏᴡ ᴅᴡ :)
ʙᴜᴛ ᴊɪsᴜɴɢ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴏᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ ғᴇʟʟ ᴀsʟᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴ ᴇᴀᴄʜᴏᴛʜᴇʀs ᴇᴍʙʀᴀᴄᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴡᴀs ʙᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴡᴀʏ ғᴀsᴛᴇʀ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ғᴇʟᴛ ᴡᴀʀᴍ ɪɴ ʜɪs ᴇᴍʙʀᴀᴄᴇ, ɢᴜʏs ɪᴅᴋ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ...

ᴊᴜɴɪᴇ☘︎
ᴏᴍɢ ᴏᴜʀ ʟᴇʟᴇ ɪs ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪɴʟᴏᴠᴇ!!!

ᴄʜᴀɴ☀︎︎
ɪ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ɪᴛ!!!!

ɴᴀɴᴀ( ͡° ͜ ʖ ͡°)
ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴠᴇʀʏ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇsᴛɪɴɢ ᴄʜᴇɴʟᴇ.

ᴊᴜɴɪᴇ☘︎
ɪ ʜᴏɴᴇsᴛʟʏ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ɪɴʟᴏᴠᴇ :,)

ʟᴇʟᴇ♪
ᴛʜᴀɴᴋ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴜʏs <3

• ʟᴇʟᴇ ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴏғғʟɪɴᴇ •

Chenle put down his phone and got lost in thoughts until Jisung entered the room, only a towel around his waist, Chenle couldn't help but stare at Jisung's well build body, his cheeks flushing bright red.
"I guess you like what you see?" Jisung teased with a shy grin as he walked towards the bed to grab the clothing he accidently forgot to take with him,
"god, you are such an idiot" Chenle whined which made Jisung chuckle as he went back into the bathroom, and as he left the room again Chenle's phone kept on ringing, when he checked he had 900+ messages from the groupchat
"what the fuck-" he mumbled to himself as he out his phone back on his desk and went to grab some fresh clothing from his own wardrobe and quickly got dressed, putting his worn clothes into his clothing bin (idk what to call those😭)

It didn't take long until Jisung got back, Chenle sat on his bed and stared over to Jisung with a smile while Jisung still had a shy grin on his face,
"aw but come on, i know you liked that view alot~" Jisung teased the elder, Chenle's cheeks flushed bright red
"Just shut up!! And let's just go"
Chenle whined which made Jisung laugh.

The two of them managed to get ready, putting on jackets and shoes, and then left the House, so they could spend some time which they usually did everyday, but now it felt different for Chenle, it felt like more then a friendship to him..
"Hey Ji, what were you thinking off?"
"Hmm, let's get some breakfast do we?" Jisung said with a smile, Chenle nodded in agreement, so the two of them went to a café nearby.

They sat down at a table for two people and it didn't take long for a waitress to come and take their order, Jisung ordered a Hot chocolate with an chocolate crossaint while Chenle ordered Hot chocolate with a normal crossaint.
As soon as they made their order the waitress left, Chenle kept staring at Jisung who was looking out of the window, smiling, it melted Chenle's heart, Chenle sighed and closed his eyes, as the two waited for their breakfast to arrive.

It arrived and Chenle almost fell asleep but managed to stay awake, usually Jisung and Chenle talked alot when the were out together but it was quiet right now, Jisung didn't really like it, neither did Chenle,
"so, Chenle i would like it if you'd meet my Girlfriend"
Those words made Chenle stare, his eyes widened a little, and his heart breaking into a thousands of pieces, he felt like he could start crying again.
"your girlfriend..?"
Jisung nodded, "Everything alright?"
Chenle nodded, "congrats."
Jisung smiled, "Thank you Lele."
After that Chenle didn't say anything until they finished Breakfast and left the café

"So, Lele what should we do now?"
Chenle just wanted to go home and cry, he just realized that he didn't just see Jisung as a friend and now he tells him about his Girlfriend?
"I think i'll go home..i still don't feel that well.." Jisung raised an eyebrow,
"Are you sure?" Jisung seemed quite worried but didn't say anything.
"Yes...see you" Chenle said as he left.
Jisung just watched Chenle disappear and started to think why all of the sudden Chenle wanted to leave this fast.

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- Chenle POV -

I felt how my eyes started to tear up, i bit my lower lip so i wouln't start sobbing right here in public.
Why did he need to tell me right when i finally started to catch up with my feelings?
I'm hurt.
I felt how tears start rolling down my cheeks as i start to walk faster, i just wanted to be home as fast as possible.

- end of POV -
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After walking for about 10 more minutes Chenle arrived, took off his shoes & jacket and wiped the tears from his eyes, entering the living room to sit down next to his older brother Sicheng,
"what's wrong Sweetie?" Sicheng seemed worried while Chenle just sniffed,
"I-I....i think i'm actually falling inlove...but they just told me they have an Girlfriend.." Chenle mumbled as his eyes started to get teary once again, Sicheng instantly pulled Chenle in his embrace,
"I'm sorry...do you wanna go shopping to try and get it off ur mind?" Sicheng asked with a smile and Chenle just replied with a nod.

So the both of them got ready and left the Mansion, getting in Sicheng's car and driving to the mall, when they arrived Chenle instantly walked to the book store and Sicheng smiled and walked after him,
Chenle looked through the books looking for one that Renjun suggested him but he stopped when he found an book called "Right person wrong time." he sighed and grabbed it, looking at it and reading some pages through it, and especially those pages he read reminded him of his situation with Jisung.
He put the book back and grabbed the book Renjun suggested, bought it and went out of the Bookstore where Sicheng waited for him,
"So, where else do you want to go Sweetie?" Sicheng smiled,
"Cinema?" Chenle asked with a pout, Sicheng nodded and smiled as the two walked to the Cinema which was also in the mall, choosing a movie to watch and getting popcorn for it.

About 2 hours later the two got out of the Movie, with smiles on their faces.
"The Movie was amazing!"
"I agree Lele" Sicheng couldn't help but smile at seeing his little brother this happy, as he would do anything to protect that innocent smile.

» never thought i'd actually fall inlove.. «

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