10/08/23

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Taylor Swift - Back To December
Around 3:09 and 3:25-3:48 reminds me of you.
Sunday, 1:44AM

Hey, this is my first letter to you, how are you? you haven't ask but I thought that I would do good without you or find a new person at school to like but that havent happened as yet, I'm doing quite ok. how is your school life? for me, I'm getting adjust there as the days goes by. how was the beginning of high school? first day of school wasn't it for me, I felt like I was dying- I miss middle school. have you met any friends yet? I did, their all really nice to me and very helpful! are you still in contact with the boys? i've seen about few of them a while ago, they still looked the same. nothing really havent changed. is there anyone who you like? I'm pretty sure theirs girls who likes you there. I miss you, I miss everything. i miss whenever we would make eye-contact during class, I miss whenever you would smile or your laughs. I miss your "confused" face and your voice. I miss your jokes, I wish I can hear them some more, I miss your face the most. I regret not being your friend, it's my fault. I wish I could take us back to the first day of 07th grade, the way how you looked innocent while eating your sandwich at lunch, you. you were the only thing on my mind that day, I wished that I had talked to you there. why did I even wore a mask for my whole 07th and 08th grade? why was I very insecure? why did you never talked to me? why? what did you think of me? am I "weird", "creep" "nerd" or something else? am I just not your type? how could you not notice a girl liking you? how could you not notice my feelings for you? why? why am I the only girl who you never talked to? why me? did you by any chance liked me? why did you hurt my feelings whenever you talked to others? why did you ignored me whenever I would walk towards you? why did we not talked, did you just never liked me from the start? will we ever meet again? I hope so one day! ~ A
~ E.C
Sunday, 2:04AM

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