Info Goshiki is sick has been for a while he hide it not just from the team but from Kenjiro Shirabu his boyfriend but his sickness is getting worse it's incurable he knew this he was going to tell something to main Kenjiro in the group chat because it is their day off from any volleyball or school in general
Tsutomu is online
Tsutomu: 🎶I need your love I need your time When everything's wrong You make it right I feel so high I come alive I need to be free with you tonight I need your love I need your love🎶
Jiro: Tsu what is this what do you mean?
Everyone else was silently observing but was also confused
Tsutomu:🎶I take a deep breath every time I pass your door I know you're there but I can't see you anymore And that's the reason you're in the dark I've been a stranger ever since we fell apart🎶
Jiro: Huh? But we haven't broken up No No No Tsutomu Don say you want to i know i call you a brat and i am hash on you love but its because i want to best iut of you
Tsutomu:🎶And I feel so helpless here Watch my eyes are filled with fear Tell me do you feel the same Hold me in your arms again🎶
Kenjiro: i am getting so many mixed messages here
Tsutomu:🎶I need your love
I need your time When everything's wrong You make it right I feel so high I come alive I need to be free with you tonight I need your love
I need your love🎶
Everyone else's thoughts 💭Goshiki what are you saying we are also getting mixed messages
Tsutomu:🎶Am I dreaming? Will I ever find you now? I walk in circles but I'll never figure out What I mean to you, do I belong? I try to fight this but I know I'm not that strong And I feel so helpless here Watch my eyes are filled with fear Tell me do you feel the same Hold me in your arms again🎶
Jiro: Tsu talk to me please you are genuinely scaring me right now
Semi: can confirm he is sobbing and asking me if he did something wrong
Tsutomu:🎶All the years All the times You have never been to blame And now my eyes are open And now my heart is closing And all the tears All the lies All the waste
I've been trying to make a change And now my eyes are open🎶
Kenjiro: please Tsu have i done something to hurt or upset you tell me i wanr to make it up to you please
Tsutomu:🎶I need your love
I need your time When everything's wrong You make it right I feel so high I come alive I need to be free🎶
Shirabu was sobbing uncontrollably Goshiki could hear him from his dorm so he spoke
Tsutomu: i wanted away to tell you what i have been hide not just Jiro all of you I am sick i know this i know there is no cure i have known since i was 9 my sickeness is getting worse it is going to take me this was my way of tell you about it and saying i want to spend more time with you guy and time with you Jiro
As the words scrolled across the chat, Goshiki Tsutomu's heart raced with a mixture of emotions. He had finally revealed his hidden secret to Shirabu Kenjiro and their teammates. Tears welled up in his eyes as he read the messages flooding in from everyone. He felt vulnerable, exposed, and relieved all at once.
Shirabu Kenjiro, his boyfriend, was in a state of shock and disbelief. His initial confusion and concern had now transformed into a flood of remorse and guilt. He had no idea that Goshiki was battling a severe illness all these years, and the weight of his previous harsh words and actions towards Tsutomu weighed heavily on his conscience.
