confessions

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(remember -....- is sighn language)

-well....i was worried of what you would think of me- 
"oh bosnia.... how...how did this happen?.." miss yugo asked worried
-some sort of venom...and i removed myy arm-
"how did you?...." she asked
-a x e- bosnia spelled out, miss yugo covered her mouth, as she started to tear up
" b-by yourself a-alone?..."
bosnia nods looking upset
"can i take off the bandages?.."
she nods,  stretching out her arm
"this may hurt a bit..." yugo said as she takes it off,bosnia slightly hisses 
"o-oww.." bosnia mumbled, "o-oh dear g-god..."
"its not that bad" bosnia mumbled"we have to go to an h-hospital this..."yugo said
"mom please! it will heal on its own!!" she said
yugo realized some blood on her pants and took her other hand
"h-huh?! m-mom?" bosnia said scared "can i see your arm, are you hurt?!"
"nonononono i-i-im fine nononononon-" bosnia said, absolutely  terrified
" can i atleast see it?" yugo asked slightly worried
"nonono there is nothing you dont have to-" yugoslave lowered her glove anyways , she knew bosnia would have said that "see its n-" 

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yugoslavia looks at bosnia but she was already looking away
"i-im s-sorry.."bosnia said in a shaking voice, miss yugo hugged her tightly, now fully crying
"im so sorry you have to go trough this..." yugo said
bosnia hugged her back also crying "sorry for getting blood on your shirt..." she said 
" i dont care about my shirt... bosnia...are there other things?..."
bosnia slightly nods " wanna talk about it?" yugo asked 
she shakes her head. "thats alright sweatheart..." she said to bosnia as she gave her an kiss on her forhead
"So as I was say ow-? " Yugo Slavia hit her foot on smth under the bed and looks under
"Bosnia mind explaining why there's A FULL ON HOOKAH UNDER YOUR BED? "
Bosnia just akwardly Smiled
"Oops...? " She said
Yugo sighs "that's Dangerous kiddo.. It can cause cancer.. "
"Thats exactly the point" She mumbled under her Breath
Yugosalvia ofc Herd it and held her hand "you can talk to me, il listen and help, it will be between you and me sweetheart.. "
"Okay... But I don't know where even to begin! " Bosnia said frustrated
"Hey it's okay... Let's start off early okay?..  Why haven you been eating and how long" yugo asked
"Sigh, well 4...days?....and just cause I can't and my stupid mind and body doesn't let me" Bosnia said getting more frustrated
"Calm down and breathe, 2nd question how much do you smoke and what do you smoke? "
Bosnia was silent for some seconds
"Geez that's already quite hard... Uhm.. Not that much I guess... Like 1 pack a 2 days? And uh last one well.... Both tabbaco ₐₙ𝒹 𝓌₃₃𝒹.. " she said getting more quiet
Yugoslavia sighed
"Thank you for telling me kiddo, now we got 2 in the family.... Anyways last one that's quite hard.... What kind of.... Yk.... Self...... ʜᴀʀᴍ...... Do you do?... " she asked, still holding bosnias hand
"Uhm.... Well.... Uhh...............
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I sometimes cut... Or. B-burn... O-or pull m-my ha-air... " bosnai said slowly falling appart in her speech
"It's okay Bosnia.... It's okay come here..." She said with her arms wide open, Bosnia hugged her tightly "wand soft landing or hard patting? " yugo asked calmly
"H-hard p-patting... "
"Okay" she hugged her back and started patting her back
"Tell me if you need anything Mhm? Il listen if there is anything more you gotta say... "
"Bosnia? " she said worried, turns out she just fell asleep
She set Bosnia in her bed and gave her a kiss "goodnight... You need it
And left


Some hours pass
In the living
" serbia kiddo, could you check on Bosnia? " Bosnia asked
"Sure im free anyways" he said getting up
As he went to bosnias room/lab he herd crying coming froming from her room

"Bosnia? "  he asked worried entering
He walked up to her crying and sat next to her
"Hey it's okay...what happened?... "
"I-i *hic* thought y-you *inhale* d-died"
Serbia hugged her," it's okay I'm here now... " he noticed her arm but ignored it for now, "shhh... It's alright" he said trying to calm her down "did this happen before? " Serbia asked
She nodded
"Are you still tired?.. "
Bosnia shook her head
Serbia sighs and pets her head while hugging her
"C-can i-i stay w-with you?.. " she asked
"Of course... You don't even have to ask.." He answered
Yugoslavia entered worried
"Is everything alright here? "
"Yeah it's better now.. " Serbia answered
"Okay.. Bosnia need help with your arm?" Serbia asked
"Sh0t.. " Bosnia mumbled
"It's okay.. I won't tell them., I won't do like Montenegro "
"Okay... " Bosnia said quite unsure
"Now uhm... Where's ur... Arm?.. "
"Next to the bed dumbass" Bosnia said wiping her tears away
"Oh found it-"
"Careful don't touch any buttons!! "
Serbia raises an eyebrow
"Whyyy?.... "
As Bosnia puts on her prosthetic arm she presses one of the buttons, showing the knife fingers lol
"Whatthef0ckohmygod" he said
"Sorry-" Bosnia said
"Come on let's go mk? " he asked
"Yeah just gotta do this quickly" she said putting  on her gloves" kk done. "
Serbia helped her get up
"Looks like you haven't slept in weeks-"
He said, "geez don't be so mean idiot. " she said in an teasing way
Yugo was still looking from the door


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