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Raquan McMillan 20
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1 month later
"Shyday" i heard my moms soft voice from the side of my bed
I groaned pulling my covers over my head, "get up mocha we are goin to the hospital today and I made you some soup, you can't keep being in this room depressed and not eating as much as your supposed to" her soft voice said making me get emotional
"I don't want to go mom" I cried into my covers something I did everytime I woke up since I was back brought into a reality I didn't like
Since kay and quan fought, Quan hasn't been speaking to me nor has kay so I went into a deep depression and then on top of that quan got a new girl named bri
When I found out I cried the whole day even went far as starving myself, but now I was back eating a little but I couldn't keep nothing down so my mom decided to take me to the hospital today but I really didn't want to go
She pulled the covers off my face grabbing my cheeks "what I tell you, your to beautiful to be crying I understand this is your first heart break and your brother is not speaking to you but you have to get up" she kissed my forehead as I sniffed
I looked around feeling sad putting my head in my hands bawling
"Ooooh my baby" I felt my mom hug me
"I just miss him mommy he just ignores me now and he have a new girlfriend I've never been away from him this long and Kay acts like he doesn't know me anymore I lost 2 of the most important people in my life in one day ma" I cried as she rubbed my back
"I know baby I know but you have to get up and shower then eat cause your really sick" she spoke making me nod sniffing
"Okay" I spoke
"Okay? You got this pretty girl" she kissed my nose moving my hair from infront of my face
I loved my mom cause she was my bestfriend and always helped me through everything I went through in life even after having me and Kay's little sister
Her and my father had a one night stand and he decided he didn't want to be in my life so kay and — day took after me
But I sometimes use to get bullied growing up cause I was darker then kay cause my dad was black
So my mom started helping me love the skin I was in, ever since she's been calling me mocha or pretty girl and I love her for helping me love myself the way I do
I got out my bed going to shower, after 15 minutes I was done getting out drying myself off, i brushed my teeth then I put lotion all over my body rubbing body oil on my arm and neck
I wrapped my towel around me going to my closet grabbing my black Nike tech with my black cats
I put it on and my shoes taking my hair out my bonnet making my 30IN buss down flow down my back
I grabbed my black purse and my phone walking to the kitchen, I seen Kay and — eating making me walk up to — hugging her and kissing her forehead
"Hey baby" I smiled as she looked up attacking me with a hug
"Hey momo" she said she call me momo since ma call me mocha
I see kay mug me from the side of my eye "Ight ma I'll Be back" he got up throwing his food he wasn't even done with away
I frowned looking at my mom as she we already looking at me "don't cry" she mouth to me making me turn my head holding my lips together
it didn't work I bussed out crying walking in the living room so he wouldn't see me crying over him
"Kay go talk to her she miss you" I heard mama say
"No ma I'm finna go" he replied
"I don't care that's your fucking sister Kevin all that street shit don't have anything to do with shyday, she's not one of them smoochies on the block she is your blood fucking sister and you see her depressed she fucking miss you, y'all are like twins y'all do everything together stop doing her like that Kay youno she sensitive" she spoke firm
"Ight ma" he replied as I heard him walking to the living room
He appeared in the living room as I buried my head in the pillow, "pick your head up shyday he got something to say" I heard ma say making me look up
Kay sat there with a mug "I don't want an apology if he don't mean it" i said looking down
"Kayyy" our mama dragged
"Okay ma, im sorry shyday I know im your favorite and im sorry for treating you like this" he said hugging me as I cried in his arms
"I accept your apology" I said back as he nodded
1 hour later
I was in the doctors office waiting on my pee, blood and etc results while my mama was in the waiting room
After waiting a good minute my doctor came in, "so what seem to be the problem is your 4 weeks pregnant ms walker" he smiled as my face dropped
