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Arion Howard 21
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Sitting in the house I was waiting on my boyfriend to pull up since he was coming over
Hearing a knock, I hopped up excitedly since I haven't seen him in 2 days
Walking to the door I opened seeing him standing there but I dropped my smile seeing his eyes was red and he was leaning a lil bit
"Arion" I made a face as he just looked at me obviously high out his mind
"Mmcht let me in my heart" he mumbled trying to come in but I blocked him
"You taking percs again bro? I thought we was finished with that" I said making him run his hand down his face
He just stood there looking at me "arion you so high you don't even know what I'm saying" I stared in his low red eyes
"You finna make me cry man I thought we was done with that stage, you get me mad hot when you over do it" I turned around letting him walk in
He walked in slowly wobbling a lil bit holding his pants up
I just started crying cause he look so dumb
"Why are you taking drugs arion?" I sniffed looking back as he flopped on the sofa
He looked up licking his lips, "I'm not talking to you?"
"Yea ma I hear you" he mumbled
"So why you not saying nothing, you been clean these 2 weeks you was with me, the minute you hang with your friends you get high out your mind and come here like it's okay" I stressed tears coming down my eyes
He still just looked at me like he didn't understand what I was saying, this the reason I didn't like him taking drugs cause he act stupid
I sat on the couch hitting his face "stop arion listen to me bro" I cried as he grabbed me hugging me
"I don't like you doing that" i said as he laid on me
"I know mama I'm sorry"
"Your not sorry everytime you go to 7evside you get high and don't understand me when I'm talking" I pushed him back lightly
He just sat back looking at me with low eyes "see I'm not doing this" I got up
"Come here" he mumbled lowly
"No arion I don't like when you be high, you can die from that why can't you just smoke weed" I said looking down at the couch at him
"Because it don't get me high as pills and lean" he nonchalantly said
"You've been drinking lean while popping percs?" I questioned with a look
"Yea" he mumbled
"I'm sooo done" I walked away crying again
I was crying hard stomping up the Stairs "stupid ass tryna kill himself!" I shouted frustrated
"I'm not mama" he walked in after me
"Leave arion if your going to be on drugs I don't want to be with you, I don't want to see you ruin your life and successful career, I don't want to see you killing yourself slowly, I don't so just go you obviously don't care about what I'm saying because it's for the better it's for your health, you can't be missing drugs and different shot in your body you could go into cardiac arrest arion" I cried trying to get him to understand
"I know mama I'm trying life been hard on me" he mumbled
"And what do we do, we communicate to each other on our personal downfalls we don't go do drugs arion m, then whole 2 weeks you was here what did we do"
"We meditated, went to church, talked about my feelings and other stuff"
"Okay so why when your not with me you can distract yourself from your bad memories in ways I taught you how? Why did you go back to drugs arion!" I spoke getting frustrated
"Because that's all I had in the moment" he said with low eyes looking at me
"You could've called me, your excusing yourself for this behavior and I don't like it, so like I said we can't be together if your going to slowly kill your self, I've tried to help and you take my help for granted, I really love you and I understand life can be hard but drugs don't always comes right after hard times" I said sitting in my bed
"I'm sorry" he frowned looking down
I started crying knowing he was in his emotional stage of them drugs, whenever he frowned and put his head down he's crying without you seeing him
I got up out the bed going to hug him "I just love you so much I can't lose you, I can't man I love you too much but your slowly killing yourself" I lifted his head kissing his tears
"I'm trying I'm trying foreal" he kissed me as I whipped his tears away "I don't want you to give up on me mama you the only person I got who really love me, I know you loved me when you took my devil ass to church" he laughed making me laugh
"But fr don't give up on me I'm trying this depression shit killing me right now and all I need is you, ion need to go to 7evside I can stay with you until I'm clean, I'm tryna show you I really need you mama I do, so I'm sorry for coming here like this but your the only person who gets me and love me for me and not that dougie b nigga, you keep me clean and on a right head space and that's what I need right now in this moment" he spoke as tears slid down my face he never express himself so I know he foreal
"I love you and forever will have you as long as you try, now come on so we can take a shower, eat and sleep them drugs off" I grabbed his hand as he walked with me to my closet
"Thank you" he kissed the back of my neck
" your welcome I forever got you and I'm sorry again"
