Summer Bummer

✮ Why does it have to end?

The whole summer passed by really quick.
Me and Tom had the time of our lives.
Swimmed under the rain,made out to the beach under the moonlight,chasing eachother to the beach,went to many parties and many more.
Now the twins have to leave for tour.
Every year the same thing happens,but this year it hurts more.
Now i have to say goodbye to both.
I dont want to do it.
We are on the airport.
The flight for Germany leaves first and for New York 30 minutes later.
Tom : Chanel,we need to talk.
I knew this would happen.
C : Same,there is the distance problem,and we cant see eachother.
Tom : I know,we should better break up.
I knew he would say that,but those words escaping his mouth made me hurt.
C : Yeah,we wont loose contact,promise me!i say and hug him while crying.
Tom : I promise Chanel.
I hug Bill too and they get to the plane.
Boys come and go,right?it wont affect me much i guess.

*Time Skip*

Im back home,crying in my mom's hug.
M : Dont cry sweety,we will find a way to go to Germany.
C : Mom,it wont work out,i say breaking down in more tears.
She is caressing my hair while im holding her tighter.
After a 2 hour breakdown,i fall asleep on my bed.

*Time Skip*

Its been two weeks,im still heartbroken,and Tom hasn't send me any message.
Only me and Bill are talking.
Bill has been telling me how Tom feels about me.
He says he wants to text you but can't.
What the fuck does stop him?
I decided to text him.
But something inside of me couldn't.
I guess we both feel,confused and scared to text eachother.
I text Bill and tell him that i couldn't text him.
                                     Bill 🫶🏻

Did you sent the
message Chanel?     
                                                              I cant Bill.

Dont worry,we will come
to New York next week.  
                                                                  What!?

Yeah,i bought a VIP for you
,i will sent your ticket online.
                                                          Oh my God Bill         
                                                im so excited to see uu

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Oh my God i cant belive they are coming to New York.
I really want to see Tom but what will i say to him?
What if i just freeze?
What if i cant say that i love him,that i could do anything for him?
Im so stressed,but i should relax.
We both love eachother,right?
Atleast i do.