Once we are in pablos room He places me on the bed as i try and comprehend what happenend in the last minute or so

I realised he was looking at me so i just put on a weak smile as he went to turn of the light

"I like you alot joao was just a cover of how much i do.." i mumble hoping he heard it

I dont think he did as he frowned and went to actsully turn the lights off amd leave but i grabbed his arm

Oh god i knew i was gonna regret this but ill do it anyways

"Stay we both know we want that" i say trying to hide the embarrassment

Look yn you cant be doing this shit, its your best friends brother your too drunk dont do this!!

nono nothimgs gonna happen anyways... right?

Right?? I mean... nothing would happen?? Im not gonna let anything happen... right?

Oh fuck yn what the hell are you doing to yourself??

"Yn your drunk id rather do this when your sober so I know you want it" he says

"Like your mum wanted you" I mummble under my breath

"Okay leave my mum alone!" Matteo says frowning at me "i let you off with the other comment now this one, its getting out of hand yn I'm slowly beginning not to trust you!"

"Whaattt??" I say before he scoffs and slams the door, a tear drops down my eye for an unknown reason and I fall asleep like that

A FEW DAYS LATER
y/n's pov~

Matteo hasn't talked to me since the mother thing, I mean I get that it was wrong of me to say that but once again, I was drunk?

"Yn, are you good?" Vinicius says snapping me out of my thoughts

"Yeah uhm-" i Start before he stops me in my tracks,

"Its matteo again isn't it?" He sighs

"Look it's not my fault!" I pout as he hands me a donut

"I mean to be fair you did-"

"Vinicius shut the fuck up" emi says rolling her eyes

"Okay fine emi-" He says

"Nari, Not emi" she says correcting him

"Your so difficult" he sighs

"Tell me im difficult one more time and I'll back hand slap you, last time i checked your foreheads bigger than your guys's rivalry against gavi" she scoffs

"BAHAHHAHAHAHA" i shout Bursting out of laughter

"You made emo girl laugh again" vini smiles and chuckles but we just death stare him

"Shut the fuck up"

"Hahah so funny."

"I'm literally dying of laughter, I'm on the floor"

Me emi and alles Sandra say sarcastically

"Okay i feel targeted now" Vinicius complains and puts his hands up

"As you Should" i scoff rolling my eyes

"Ugh your so mean"

"You guys wanna get pizza?" Vinicius says

"Ong yes I'll come with you!" nari who was once known as emi says

"Wow so now you like me? Ugh you guys are so fake" he says rolling his eyes

We giggle and they go out of the house together, lovebirds fr, uhmmm i mean...

"Ima go out to the shops are you okay on your own?" Allessandra asks

"Mhm" i smile and she leaves me

Great now I'm alone. I feel like i need someone to talk to, i would call enza but she's out exploring barca, Nari and vini are gone out to get pizza and they'll come home late because they'll probably smooch off of eachother behind the bushes or some shit and allessandras gone for shopping and currently, matteo's not the best option.

I wish I had someone to talk to if I'm being honest, I feel like everyone's just so distant these days as if I don't matter or as if I hurt them is some kind of way, honestly it hurts thinking about it.

I mean they're not the worst friends and I'm not saying this in a bad way but they're just so cold to me, enza and nari are a different story as they're my besties but I mean everyone else is just gone

The worst part is that they haven't just gone but they've replaced me, allessandras going shopping with her boyfriend, which was a thing me and her always did. And we haven't done that for like 4 months, spoiler alert, she got with her boyfriend 4 months ago

Big shocker innit?

Anyways, I stand up and stop pouting and go to the bathroom to do some light makeup before hearing my window roll up

"What the fuck?" I hiss under my breath before looking up at pablo

"oh my fucking god I swear one day I'm gonna get a better lock on those shitty ass windows bro" I scoff

"You can't lie your happy to see me" he shrugs

"Yeah yeah whatever" I roll my eyes playfully

Short chapter because I have no motivation for this book but you guys like obbsessed w it so ✧🤠✧

I also kinda ghosted this app Iamoo But uhm yeah besides that I'm great 👍

Culpa Mia || Pablo gavi DISCONTINUEDWhere stories live. Discover now