i'm scared of everything
i'm scared to failed again
i'm scared to trust again
i'm scared to love again
everything scares me
even losing her scares me too
but here i am
still trying
i may be scared
some may call me coward
but i'm trying
knowing the not-so-good outcome
despite that
i'm still trying
only to be broken again
life sucks
and i am a sucker.