If Only...Intro

FACADE ~Intro

For years and years people saw my mother as a God send angel from heaven , meanwhile she was evil woman who ruined my life and reprutation!!!

There I was sitting on the corner of the floor balling my eyes out wishing i could be dead and still wanting to be dead , all those sleepless nights wondering why i am even alive ; her manipulative mouth made everyone hate me mistreat me so bad that because of her people would speak to me in such a poor degrading manner . I'm so talked down on. Its so bad people think low expectations of me not knowing "how to cook"or even "dress my self" yes that bad I'm literally 16!

I was never a priority and never have been , my feelings were always brushed and swept away and she was always so "busy" but for someone else she would climb mountains which completely cuts deep

She ruined my friendships , she ruined my birthdays , she ruined my relationships with others , she ruined my reputation , she ruined my life!

No one ever took the  time to think about what even made me this way,No one ever took the time to listen to me and acknowledge or even comfort but just see me as a disrespectful villan but "hey i come from a very gaslighting narcastic family" all that anger was released from the hatred I have against this witch I hate her so much 💔 and I hate this family.

I never understood why mothers are so evil towards their own daughters it's so sad and upsetting I'm trying to still have my faith in God that my life will get better 🙏

I'm not perfect neither are you but if you have a mother that loves you please treasure her because alot of people don't have mothers that love them.