Ū & Î (JadenDrosa|sebastian|& maybe Malak fanfiction)

What am i thinkin...

( lelani is now gonna be teala dunn from are we there yet, she is one of my fav acters and she is sooo pretty. I decided she would be lelani so tht way i could focus more on her photos cause i cant find shit to do with any other of the girls)

Lelani POV

Me: (kisses back but pulls away after 2 minutes when realizes its noah) i.. Umm...
Noah: shit.. Im sorry... I uh should go..
Me: no.. Noah its ok.. But wat the hell were u thinkin! Im with sebastian, i love sebastian...
Noah: shit im sorry lani i just... Nvm its to late..
Me: for what?
Noah: cause i liked u but its late now sebastian got chu.
Me: so ig its u and jay huh? Well yea u are late and i did like u but im no thot i stay committed to my men and im sorry noah but the fact tht this shit is going on is a mess.. No one should know about this ok?? (Says a lil angry)
Noah: yea.. Im sorry again
Me: ur fine u better go have fun with zaniyah..

When noah left i felt so.. Weird! I mean why the hell are these boys likeing me after when im taken!!! He had his chance.. I know this was a fucking thotty move dammet.. Not telling ur boyfriend one of his nigga's.. I MEAN BEST NIGGA'S....Kissed u because u dont wanna ruin the relationship..

I went bck to sebastian and he huged me. I saw noah's look from the other side, he was rlly guilty... I felt like it was time to go sence we had school tomorrow. I wanted to tell sebastian so bad believe me i did.. But how? He would get mad at noah.. And a whole shit with noah and jay would start.

Yea tht means if i tell about noah jay is gonna slip out.. And we all kno what the hell sebastian may be made of.. His silence isnt his weakness.. He is just to observe and defeat when the time comes. And thats one of the shits i like about him... But back to reality!!

Ok so noah is sebastian best nigga next to his brother.. And then he kissed me and i sorta kisses bck but shook it off and pushed him away.. Then.. Wait there is no then.. He kissed me and all i did was say its ok?? Wtf!! I should have slapped him.. Said somrthing rude. What i said wasnt enough to get threw.. Im a fucking idiot(😤) i started thinking in my head.

I was panicked inside i felt myself go pale.. Y did u kiss him bck lani, i thought. It doesnt matter if it was 2seconds or a minute its still considered cheating right?, i thought again. Ur a horrible girlfriend!! I thought even more. I wanted to cry because all tht popped in my head was guilt and guilt only..

What was i gonna do.. What was i gonna say.. Maybe pretend it never happened? Or maybe ignore noah... Fuck my life!!!!
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A/N:

Short ass chapter ik but alot going on!! Do u think lani might ignore noah? Shut him off? Tell sebastian?

~thalianna💋