My boyfriend and I of a year were both laying down in his bed watching a late night movie. I start to get more comfortable and lay my legs his lap and my head on on the head rest.
Not long after that Niall began to rub soothing circles onto my leg, which made me even more comfortable. Then he started to trail his hands further up my leg and rubbed his thumb on the part of my thigh that's right above my knee.
My breath hitch in my throat so I gently placed my hand over his and intertwined our hands so he won't suspect anthing.
The movie ended and the clips started rolling so I got on my knees to reach to Niall's side of his bed to get the remote. But before I could go Niall was on top of me with his hands on both sides of my face
"I don't wanna watch another movie" he whispered.
"You tired already babe" I said with a smirk.
"Not exactly" he answered before he placed his lips to mine.
We began to make out on his bed, Niall left my lips to go to my neck and started trailing kisses. "Niall please stop" gently I placed my palms to his chest with my eyes fully opened and heart racing fast. Faster than it should be.
"Niall" I called but he continued
"Niall just please stop it"
I said with my full voice pushing him off of me. He got up and ran his hands through his hair frustrated. I scooted back against the head of the bed and crossed my feet.
"God Dammit Arianne what's your problem" Niall started which took me back a moment by his sudden outburst
"We've been together for 3 fucking years now and you won't even let me touch you"
"I'm just tired okay Niall geez"
"Bullocks Arianne you know that's bullshit, your just tired of me that's it"
"Niall you know that's not tr-"
"Your cheating on me that's why huh I can't believe you Arianne that's obviously the reason" Niall screams off the bed now
"Niall please stop screaming you know I'm not cheating on you your talking crazy now"
"REALLY YOUR NOT CHEATING ON ME THEN WHAT'S THE MATTER" he said making me get off the bed to now mad.
"NIALL STOP SCREAMING" I shout
"NO I WON'T STOP SCREAMING YOU PROBABLY ARE CHE-
"FOR GOD SAKES NIALL I WAS FUCKING RAPED" this got him quiet but I was far from it
"NOT ONCE BUT TWICE, BY DIFFERENT PEOPLE AT DIFFERENT TIMES, MAYBE THAT'S THE REASON I DON'T WANT TO SLEEP WITH YOU YET NIALL I'M NOT FUCKING CHEATING ON YOU IM JUST SCARED, SCARED OUT OF MY GOD FORSAKEN MIND. AND IT BRINGS BACK TO MUCH MEMORIES. SO FUCK YOU HORAN. FUCK YOU" I shout out and cry at the same time.
Going to exit the room full on sobbing now. But before I could leave Niall grabs my wrist and brings my into him. I grip on to his shirt for dear life and begin to feel weak to my knees and collapsed on the floor. Niall there making sure it was gentle.
"I'm so so-rr-rry Ni-all soo sorry"
"Shhhhh, everything will be fine, just let it out" after about a good 10 minutes Niall is rocking my frail weak body in his arms
"The first time was when I was 13"
"Arianne you don't hav-"
"I do Niall I should have told you a long time ago you deserve to know" I say to him looking him in those eyes that I fell in love with. He just nodded his head and I placed mind back on his chest.
"I was walking home from a friends house and it was 7:30pm, it was only a 7 min walk and I was almost home"
"This boy started to walk behind me but I thought nothing of of so I payed him no mind, that was until he started to speed up just a little bit but I could tell cuz I was being focused on his footsteps"
"That's when I took out my phone and pretended to do something on it, then I texted my sister who was 17 at the time that I was 2 mins away from home and that she should look out closely for me" I continued with silent tears falling down my cheeks
"after I had sent that text he was right behind me and had already grabbed me from behind with one hand over my mouth. He took be behind the woodsy part by block but I fought for my life I kicked him punched him bit him everything I could think of I had gotten out of his grip and screamed but before it fully came out he hit me over the head with a rock"
"I wasn't unconscious but I was in that state where I couldn't make a sound and my eyes had a mind of there own he did what he wanted to do to me, and about 3 minuets after he just left me there my sister came looking for me. She found me and called the cops and took me home"
"Arianne I'm so sorry I shouldn't hav-"
"you didn't know Niall and plus I've grown from that. It don't bother me anymore only in situations like that"
"you said you were I'm you know- yeah.
"Yeah the second time was when I was 17 I was at a party and someone put something in my drink I knock me out. I woke up in the middle of him doing what he wanted with me and screamed for my life I couldn't believe it was happening again. My best friends boyfriend well Kelsy's boyfriend Ryan heard me and practicality beat the shit out of the dude and helped me that's why I'm so close to Ryan"
"Arianne things like this you need to tell me ahead of times babe"
"I know Niall and I'm sorry but like I sad it never bothers me I know God has a plan for my life and some people just felt like ruining it but with him on my side I can do all things, that's why it doesn't bother me, and when God sent me you I knew my life was coming back together and that you were gonna be apart of it so I don't worry all I don't stop doing the things I can do because of it"
" I love you so much Arianne and I won't never let anything bad happen to you again
" I know Niall I love you to"
(P.S the name is pronounced AIR-EE-ANN
